Evening
Just as I was waiting for Jack to come out the bath so we could watch anime and stuff, my brother showed up at my craft room window on his bike and stood talking to me for 40mins I offered for him to come in or have a drink but he had his own drink and said he was too warm. It was good to see him but it very much got me all hyped up from laughing so I needed to wind down a lot before bed and it took me a while to actually sleep ><
I woke up to find Jack had got up at 7am for Oz I was up at 8am
I wasnt sure what we was doing today, my body felt very tired and heavy but I had done a lot yesterday. I did do a fair amount again this morning, I am my own worst enemy
I patched up holes in the wall in the garage, watered the garden, looked for stuff online for mia's wedding, talked out in the garden with Jack future garden designs as to where we are going next with it, sorted out stuff for the charity bag. Ah i was tired.
we had lunch then Jack went to go meet his sisters in the city centre he never mentioned to me about me coming cus he could see I was tired -_____-
He said before he left that I needed to rest or do some art. I said "I always feel guilty and bad doing my art like its not productive enough" he said "think about it like this, you do exercise for your physical health. Do art for your mental health, its just as important" hes right but its still not easy for me ><
he went out leaving me on the bed with Hammington, I couldnt sleep tho
so I got up and made melon bread again, I wanted another go at it.
It took over an hour as I had made a lot of mess and washing up. I couldnt bare for Jack to come home to find the kitchen a state and a load of washing up. So i hoovered up, wiped down the surfaces and washed up. I was knackered. Mum turned up just as I was putting them in the oven.
She stayed for 90min and I ate a melon bread and it was soooo good I am gonna have another later whilst theyre still fresh.
I sat talking to Jack who came home just before mum left
I decided to do some exercise before dinner, my body was tired but I still felt the need to exercise. I started and after 5 mins I could tell it wasnt happening. My body needed rest. So I stopped and went for a bath.
We did the salad and after salad I really should do some drawing ^^;
Oz has chosen to play outside in the rain
yes RAIN!
I havent seen rain in such a long time. UK has draught and the field near my house caught on fire on sunday due to the heat! So we didnt get the thunder storms last night like the weather peeps said nor did we get a full day of rain weve just had rain here and there. But nice to see, smell and listen to rain.
I will have to dry that loaf off before I take him to bed. I can tell hes missed the rain as usually he wants to go to bed by now and instead hes chosen to go out in the rain!
tomorrow
not sure yet what we are doing, we might pop into the next town over for a few bits but depends on the weather as its suppose to hammer down.
oh and yes I got a telling off from Jack for not resting and doing far too much whilst he was out the house. He never shouts at me, he just gives me a bit of a lecture about resting and being kinder to myself ><
