Monday, 14 November 2022

Up til 3am looking at curtains

 Evening



ughhhh I was up til 3am T^T couldnt sleep, had stomach ache and Jack was breathing. I was up looking at curtains as Jack still wants me to magic up curtains for the living room. Yes we could get some made to measure for our patio door but its like £200+ and I dont honestly wanna spend that on some curtains

this morning I didnt feel too rough. But then once my meds kicked in I felt very tired. On the plus side I got to wear what I wanted for school so that was nice


I was mainly by myself at school but I got a fair amount of stuff done. I did notice towards the end of my shift that my legs were hurting tho >< I was disappointed as we went to the shop before school for some plant babies but sadly they didnt have any so we didnt even bother going round the shop. That was the highlight of my bloody day so I was disappointed


I got home and had lunch with mum and loaf. Oz frisked for everything he could get >.> such a pest that bun. I went to bed for 2 hours. I felt no better for that sleep tho I gotta say :/ 

once I was up I made some biscuits and started on dinner really. 

I had another look for curtains but still nothing really. It is hard


I havent done any exercise today but I have zero zero energy. Jack told me to just have a rest day. I just feel SO guilty doing that tho. But I guess no use pushing myself?


tomorrow is school >< and  my nails