Ahhh I didn't sleep that well
I only took one tablet like the doctor suggested
but it didnt feel quite enough to knock me out
I think at 12:30pm I must have only just drifted off and then I heard a bang
I went downstairs my brother was there and said he'd knocked the calender
off the wall which was what bang, made a loud noise for a calender
I was up at this point so I got a hot choc and cereal and read for half hour
when i went to bed it took me til 2am to get off to sleep
my mind was very hard to still
so i might take 2 tablets tonight to settle it
So this morning I woke up at 8:45am
I did my pet duty and cleaned the girls out in the drizzling rain
sick of it raining its nothing but rained today, not heavy, but still rain
I got ready to go over and see adam about 11ish
originally i wasnt gonna eat at his house but when we went to get his food
he ordered me a chicken salad and asked for everything in it so i could pick round it
i thought it was a good idea
so thats what i did
and i did manage to talk to him later about whats been up with me mentally
and i talked to him about stuff that is bothering/concerning me about the relationship
he took it all well and told me several hundred times how he loves me and im his
i swear the day we part (if we part) it will be very hard
for him...
I came home at 3pm and I put my girls outside in the drizzling rain
because yesterday when I brought them in the hall they did bugger all
so i thought sod it they can have half hour outside
and they loved it! for a whole hour they stuck it out
i went to get them in
Millie dry-ish
Alice dry
Maisy wet
maisy must not understand why i put stuff out there to shelter under XD
shes been trying to rape millie and alice today shes been right annoying em
piggies get hormonal too every so often it seems
I did some dancing and I got 2 dances recorded and uploaded just 1 for now
shows my blond hair which im quite liking the colour of
i will never have barbie bleach hair ugh i cant stand that false look
I also got a birthday card for karen made i like the design to say i just randomly
thought of it and did it, best way with art sometimes.
Designed adams mum's nails as well shes gonna have lady birds on her nails this week
suddenly remembered at 8pm i hadnt designed em yet XD
I put the girls out for the second time, still Oz decided he wasnt gonna come out
i went to get them due to it starting raining (as yes it did stop at 8pm)
and who decided that when everyone has gone home and its raining again that he
suddenly wants to come out to play...Oz. dont get that rabbit at times
I had another shower but didnt wash my hair cus i'll do it in the morning
there was just no way i could go to bed sweaty
Tomorrow mummy and daddy come home~~
i think theyve been having an alright time
apparently room and weather isnt the best
theyll be home around lunch time im guessing as per usual
so my morning will consist of me sorting pets and cleaning up!
to be honest i have been staying on top of it as usual so shouldnt take me long
then get ready to see adam
but what we will do who knows! depends on weather i guess cus its been so bad last few days
im not gonna stop for dinner cus its usually around dinner time i start feeling the need to spend some quality one to one time with the bathroom. To be honest i havent been that bad today but then I did only take 1 tablet last night and yesterday lived off vegetables like i have done today
im soooooo hungry!!!!! i wanna eat like everything but i dont want the pain
im getting stomach ache now, its trying to sleep with stomach ache which is pain in the arse.
hopefully it will get better soon
tadaima~
