So last night I had the pub quiz
I made my way into the city centre and Jack met me outside a store
and we walked to the pub together
we got there earlier than Alan and Rebecca so we had a little time to ourselves
I didnt want food but promised mum id eat something
Jack ordered like a massive burger how the guy isnt fat ill never know
I ordered what was essentially a chicken breast on a bun with wedges
i ate some wedges and ate the chicken from the bun
didnt bother with the rest of the meal
far too much there for me
Rebecca showed up at 20 mins later Alan showed up
the pub was filling up with people
lots looked nerdy and lots looked like pokemon fans judging by their outfits
we had a picture round were we had to write how a pokemon evolves
a general knowledge round (i knew nothing!)
a round of general knowledge on pokemon (i knew some)
a round of pokemon theme tunes from the games (knew a lot)
a round of clips from pokemon movies (new movies i hadnt seen so knew nothing)
it was good actually
alan and rebecca left and me and jack stayed to see how well we'd done
we knew we hadnt won but it was fun all the same
we got 27/40 highest score in the pub was 39....some serious nerds
i said to jack as he looked tired that we can leave as he has work in the morning i didnt, but he wanted to stay out with me a bit longer as he said he wouldnt see me til friday. so i was fine witht hat we sat and talked then i waited with him for his tram as that was gonna be quicker than my half hour wait for my bus
i got home and i hurt as id had to sit for hours and it was cold and wet coming home
i had no time to wind down
so that was me up at 2:30am in pain wanting to die
i woke up at it was 3:40am i thought "is that taking the pee" i must have only been asleep a sodding hour, so i got up and had a pain killer and cereal
still hardly slept reckon i got 2 hours
i was shattered this morning i had massive red bags under my eyes and i was white
i looked like death and i had a lovely blood test to look forward to
got to the doctors and yeah i did really well having my blood done actually
i didnt feel too bad
but once i tried to get up i almost fainted
its a weird feeling having your legs go out from under you and your vision to just turn black
so i had to lay down
mum said i looked dead she had i had that look and my lips had no colour they matched my face she said its disturbing and she feels sorry for me going through it
she watched my body shake she said it looked like i was fitting and i was sweating
think i went into shock a bit
but on the positive side i was having to have another blood test next month to test my thyroid and the nurse said she could do it today!! so if thats all fine it means i wont have to have another blood test for a year!! fingers crossed
i did eventually get out the surgery but took a while
and i felt horrid and like i wanted to be sick
i came home and had a cake and sweet tea to revive me followed by a shower
i went food shopping with mum which i found draining
i came back and went to bed i was just so dead mum said i didnt need to go food shopping but i felt the need to help
i woke up and had lunch mum had kindly made me a salad ^^
then we went shops just for a few bits
she picked up make up that im gonna have a go with
we came home and a choker had come in the post for me
from china but doesnt say who from and cus im waiting for other bits from china i have no idea where or who theyve come from and i havent ordered a choker so its a lil weird
i have 1 clue who it could be from but i cant email til everything else has come and im 100% sure
rather annoying as if ive been sent a choker instead of a tshirt i will be annoyed
i havent done anything all day
ive tried to draw but im so sodding tired
ive just slept and read
no exercise!! my god its odd not doing any exercise
and i can feel i havent
but ive felt too drained and poorly really to do any
stupid how much blood tests do to me
i find it so frustrating!
this evening i have planned out 2 place mats mum wants me to make for a neighbour's 50th wedding anniversary this month
so im gonna get out fabrics now so i feel like ive achieved something with my day
then tomorrow i can make something i guess
tomorrow i will put the world to right
im gonna exercise til im sweaty, do some sewing and drawing and go yoga
it will be a better day tomorrow!!
here's the canvas i did last week nothing special but something different to look at
i have laid out tonight
3 times the dosage of pain killers
and a sleeping tablet
ive gone past the stage of caring how crap it could make me feel
i just need to sleep
