got 4 hours sleep
im so sleep deprived its unreal
how do i even function!?
i got up at 7am anyway
I did some dancing this morning
i did some drawing
then i sat with Oz and a brew
and got ready for work and had lunch
school was alright
alan said i looked tired and hes never said that to me before
i said i wanted to do stuff the didnt require any thinking
so i just did washing up
i couldnt even be bothered to talk to be honest
At the end of the school day Jack's mum was picking him up
as he was taking a load of cardboard boxes home so me and alan thought we'd help
him carry them out to her car
so ive met Jack's mother...and yeah i can tell he has a few of her features
i was only there like 30 seconds
and she had no idea what so ever who i was
and jack didnt seem to think i was worthy enough to be introduced
so yeah i kept quiet
i put the boxes in her car and thought i'd see how the land lies
i said "theyre for jack's body parts" - i have no shame
she said "oh theres no need for that, hes moving out now"
i said "id drive off now and make him take the tram home" jack just told me to shut up XD
so yeah that was me meeting his mummy
i called into hobby craft on my way home
picked up water color paper for the guinea pig painting i need to do
so i can start that this week~
i came home and had a quick brew
then i headed off to tara's house
i sat and talked to her and james joined us
we were talking and he said "why are you aiming your foot at me?"
i said "sorry i didnt even realise id moved, i cant help but fidget"
he said "yeah i have noticed"
i burst "ahh no you havent!!!"
he said "i really have"
tara said "i havent noticed she fidgets"
james said "are you joking? she never keeps still!"
i said "jack thought i had ADHD when i first met him"
james said "yeah i can well believe that"
i told him to shut up XD
its nice were so comfortable with one another
but i did kinda feel conscious of my fidgeting its just cus im constantly in pain
so i feel better when i move
i do it without even noticing
i came home and made myself salad
did my diary then im gonna sit with Oz and take a sleeping tablet
as mum has said for our sanity that i take one
i am starting to crack
i need sleep
i hope it works
but i have no plans tomorrow anyway
pain clinic rang today and im having a telephone appointment next tuesday to talk about my pain basically i think. joy
i got my lace trousers in the post today theyre awesome i love them
but theyre a size 10 and im hoping my none existent hips can hold them up ><
heres the 2 place mats i made for the neighbours by mum's request
