Evening
I was soooo tired last night after we had come home at 9pm
it had been a LONG day
I woke up at 8:30am, meaning I had slept for 10 hours ^^
not only that but I slept IN MY BED for the first time in a long time. I slept through the night too. I had done so well.
I had breakfast then went to clean Oz out, whilst cleaning him out my mum appeared! She was just dropping a few parcels on her way to the shops and she gave me a cuddle and things ^^
so far my day was good
at 10am we set off to Jack's mum's as it was her birthday
I got there and noticed there was 50th everywhere...he never told me it was a special birthday -___-
I would have made her a special card or something!!!
So I had to sit there and talk and be polite, I was given a home made scone which was nice, at this time of day I would have eaten one of my home made biscuits so I was glad of something. Later on a lovely homemade and very sickly looking cake came out, we sung happy birthday and I very much looked forward to some cake....did I get any!? No!!! WHY!? it just didnt get cut whilst we were over and we stayed til 1pm T^T I was dying I had had enough. Needed food and pain killers
we left and I drove home, there was load of people around so it was stop go stop go - football match on >.> ugh. After I got past that there was a mile long line of traffic...what the hell!? I panicked and got stressed until I managed to smoothly drive down a road parallel to the blocked on and that saved us probably 20-30mins but I was very stressed at this point. Could not wait to go home, be comfy and drugged up.
we had lunch and I went to bed for just 45mins as it was too late to have a longer nap
I got the odd job done but we had to have an early bath of about 4pm so I didnt get anything done what I wanted to get done
then we went over to Harvey's which was ok, I mean his sofas are nice looking but are not comfy in the slightest. He went for looks more than a practical sofa so I always dread going over. We ordered food but I took my own food as take away gives me bad stomach pains. The meal estimate kept getting pushed further and further back but we had already ordered dessert from another place. I was starving and didnt want to eat my dessert before dinner as thats just wrong
so I sod the guys and ate my dinner at 7:30pm as I was starting to feel sick.
the dessert truly did arrive before the meal. So we ate the dessert I had a sundae but couldnt finish it I had half of it so Jack helped me out. Harvey had to chase up the burgers a couple of time. They arrived at 8:15pm and they ordered at 5:45pm. Jesus.
we left at 8:50pm I was glad to leave
I had had enough of being round people and sitting down
I hadnt done any exercise all day but I hadnt really eaten much extra so I didnt have anorexic thoughts
we got Oz in and had him in for a bit and he was happy bun
then we went to bed and we could hear the festival going off - which was why there was so much traffic earlier it was because people were trying to get into a festival.
I managed to get off to sleep in the bed again ^^
woke up at 7am and there was no Jack he said he got up at 6am cus he couldnt get off to sleep
I made my biscuits in the morning and we had Oz in for like an hour as well
we did our food shop but I felt really worried on the way there as there was the biggest line for fuel i have ever seen. I didnt know anything about this and it freaked me out. Jack told me people are pointlessly panic buying fuel. When we left the shop the line and got even longer!!! So I rang my mum when I got home and was like "do not go that way!!" blocking islands and sets of traffic lights. sheer madness.
Jack helped me do my soup and I cooked my pork for breakfasts for the week whilst soup cooked
after lunch I had a sleep for 50mins as I felt exhausted. Yesterday did a number on me with aches and such.
When i got up we went for a walk which was nice as it was like 23c and you gotta make the most of this weather! We got back and had a cup of tea and then I did some digital drawing! I even got a picture done!! thank god. For the first time I actually got some drawing done and started another one!
we did dinner, and I helped Jack in the garden and now I am gonna have my weekly pamper sesh in the bath, do my nails later on too.
so its been a bit full on I must say and yesterday I felt wasnt everything it cracked up to be
want an easier weekend next weekend
tomorrow
back at school T^T
I have got a nasty practical back to back in the afternoon
I have the morning to prep it and practice it to see if it will work
I have asked Jack to hold my hand
