Friday, 29 March 2019

An all-nighter

Evening~~

Look who got zero hours sleep last night!
yup me! I did an all nighter
not by choice
i was just a lot of pain
i was putting pressure on muscles, fidgeting constantly, getting up, feeling sick
it was relentless and before i knew it the morning had happened
i got up at 5:50am and did half hour of yoga 
and went in the shower as id had a lot of cold sweats during the night
so i felt like i had a second skin on
i knew i couldnt go to work feeling that gross
so i had a shower at 6:30am

i said goodbye to my mum 
didnt actually say bye to dad but meh hes not bothered and nether am i

school was busy
getting me doing biology prep 
i got there in the end
and i tended to the plants also
i saw liv and did some printing
i am slowly getting used to it
and the head of science had a word with me saying i was doing well and they wanted me to sign on for more hours and stuff so that was nice to hear :)
lunch was ok i ate some breakfast biscuits which gave me stomach pains
it seriously isnt worth it
i told people id done an all nighter and they couldnt believe how energetic i was
i couldnt to be honest
you wouldnt have know cus im that amazing
sometimes i wonder if im part Siphon and im secretly siphoning off other's energies as its only when im alone im truly knackered but i keep going for those around me

i came home to an empty house which i dont enjoy
i whacked the pets out and did some dancing
god knows how
then i showered and did some chores, made a salad for dinner and ate that alone
watched some anime

jack asked me again if i would stay over tonight but i feel so bad leaving my brother
so what can i do

i got this in the post, its a lip tint i havent used it yet
but i like how its shaped like a wine bottle

tomorrow should be seeing jack
i do believe he's coming to my house ><

jesus i hope i sleep tonight!
im gonna take one too many pain killers i do believe
treat myself its friday~
my brother has treated himself to a mcdonalds tonight and im treating myself to pain killers, just no justice in the world is there