Tuesday, 15 December 2020

finished spider picture

 Evening


Didn't sleep well again as mum yet again woke me up by screaming in her sleep

her night terrors did improve but i think theyre triggered by stress and i know she feels stressed by me being unwell off work and my impending moving out

so I ended up getting up at 12:30 for pain killers then went to bed at 1:20am

I still got up at 8:20am tho


This morning I had a shower and I finished the spider work for the house finally!

Basically when we got the house it had been empty 18  months and belonged to the many spiders than inhabited it. We had to get rid of so many ether by killing or exiling them. Jack's mum got me a joke present of a spider toy when we got the house. I have had the spider sat on my desk and I had the idea of doing some art with it - i asked jack's mum for her blessing on this and she said it was a great idea

usually people have a picture of a house or a key to say what day they got their house. Well i am weird and different so I went with a different approach as to how we remember the date of our house



Pretty weird huh XD but everyone has said how amazing it is, the photo doesnt do it justice. But Jack loves it which the main thing.

I looked online at stuff for the house as well

I also got my wrapping finished as well! So Jo is ready for christmas :3

just need to give those gifts out!

I had lunch with mum and we went for a walk

then I wanted to go to sleep but mum suggested we take Oz over to the bungalow and clean up a bit and take some more of my stuff over so thats what we did

Oz loves it X3 its cute seeing him run around

10mins after we arrived my brother came too, so we had my mums car on the drive and my brother's outside. Jack got dropped off by a fellow DT technician at school who lives a minute drive away! small world that it is! he was not expecting us all at the bungalow and with Ozwald XD

so we had biscuits and a brew with Jack then mum took Oz home as he had enough, he needed toilet and something to eat, im good at reading him :)

so I was with Jack, kept him company whilst he painted the freezer room which is done now.

I told him i had looked at stuff online and also, that if and when I move in next week, i have no desk or table to work at. So what will i do if i come over? so he measured up and we found a desk and chair online, I went home and ordered

new lighting for the porch/freezer room

new ottomen for the bedroom

new desk for me

new chair for me

=£220 -______- just eats my money T^T

but its exciting to get furniture :D


I decided I needed to chill out after that spendage so I did a face massage which lasted 20mins, cant believe how bumpy my skin was! my jaw cracked, and my face feels looser. Also i was able to have my hair up for the whole time without my scalp screaming at me :)


I still feel exhausted today but I feel brighter in myself, like more myself. So i will take that as a positive. 

Tomorrow I have a bit of sewing to do, only bits and pieces on clothing that needs repairing or altering. I am also getting out our christmas decorations so i can put them up but also take any stuff i want as a lot i have made and brought myself and mum says its fine to take them. So i can make my tree better hopefully! Jack might come to see me after school, i have dinner to make for the family too.