it's ony 5pm but because Im unsure of what Im doing
tonight I thought I'd get my diary done now~
I could not sleep!
so hot
too hot
and too wired
i was up til 1am
woke up at 7:45am
but I said to my self I wasnt gonna run today
I had my breakfast and I got my kimono on and did a bit of hair and make up
and I walked to a local park that is ALWAYS deserted
I noticed the gate to the actual park had a lock on it? didnt understand that
so I climbed over as the gate only comes to my waist
I set up my camera and had a few attempts at recording my yosakoi dancing
took a few attempts before I was happy with my dancing
took me a while to calm down i was quite nervous, stupid really
but eventually i stopped caring and paid no attention to those walking round the park
and got the job done
i was dripping afterwards!
i came home and got changed into my work out wear
and did a little bit of dancing but my body was shaking so i called it quits
and went for a shower
i sat and did some sewing and got the first 10 finished!
they look really good :D
i then looked at my Yosakoi video, and I felt ok about it.
My problem is that everyone i know wants to see my yosakoi dancing as no one has a clue what it really is so id like to show everyone but theres no point in uploading something i will live to regret but i think i could possibly show my friends this. Im yet to show mum she said she would like to see it and i want her opinion before i share it to my friends
most friends have no idea i do youtube dances, some know but dont know my channel
i live a secret life!
so most havent seen me dance
not that im any good at it!
the dance i have recorded today will be on my youtube channel on friday~
i had leftover noodles for lunch which were good
then i quickly left to go collect adam from work
i didnt have to but i chose to
its hot and i felt sorry for him XD
i too him home and said i didnt have to come in
he hesitated and said that i should come in for a brew
i did and a couple of times he said "you can go home at any time"
he never says that to me
so hint taken i got off the floor and said id leave
he tried to grab me but i walked off and put my shoes on
his dad asked why i was leaving so quickly i said "cus adam is tired"
i just got the feeling he didnt want me there
so i went
no skin off my back as i wasnt doing anything and wanted to go home
and cut some fabric which is exactly what i did go and do
starting to cut the next 10 kimonos out
tonight im SUPPOSE to be seeing tara
but shes notorious for messing me around so i basically dont hold my breath now
so i may or may not end up going over to her house basically
id like to see her as i havent seen her in months
and shes engaged now too!
tomorrow i said to mum we might go out to the shops as i need a canvas to make adam something and i might look at other stuff. then maybe see adam who knows
but i know me and mum are going for a run in the morning, not that i run with her but shes still driving me down the road~
