I forgot to do my diary yesterday didn't I!
Basically yesterday I got up and cleaned my girls out
washed my hair and went for a hair cut
I was so happy to be able to see again! stupid fringe
Jo the hairdresser was talking to me about Adam saying I should stop
keeping my walls up and just have ago
I am getting there it's just easier said than done you know?
Adam was waiting by my car in the carpark so then we headed off to city center together
we walked round and popped in a few shops
we were gonna play golf but it was so lovely out i didnt want to be cooped up inside
i enjoyed being out :)
we had lunch I had soup~
I picked up quite a few things from charity shop :D I will show you all shortly
Then we decided to come away because there wasnt much else to do
so we came home
had a rest then we walked to the shop to pick up food for that night
then we walked to the park where water is and sat by the water together
then went home
relaxed and played pokemon til dinner time
then cooked dinner together which was pasta
Then I had shower cus I just wanted to be in pajamas!
I sat down with adam and watched a film he brought yesterday
I think it was called 'central intelligence' i could be wrong
my brother had seen it and he watched it with us
it was alright i guess
just never been a film fan.
It was pretty much my 'bed time' at this point
so I made mum's bed and put my toys on it ready to cuddle with ^^
Adam wanted me to stay in my bed with him for a little bit
but i felt a bit uncomfortable doing that
1. cus its a single and therefor not much room
2. he was just in his boxers.....
I was obviously in my pajamas
so I got in bed but I was very aware of how close we were
i fidgeted a lot I know I did
It just felt like a big step for me which sounds pathetic doesnt it
considering if we went swimming together he'd only be in shorts
eventually I relaxed
He cuddled me and before I knew it I dropped off
yup I fell asleep in the wrong bed
and adam being adam didnt want to wake me there for he suffered
he had no room and got bad back ache
HE SHOULD HAVE WOKE ME!!! I would have gone to mum's bed
I did wake up a couple of times in the night one time I didn't want to go mum's bed cus I knew it would be cold compared to my warm bed. 2nd time I woke he had his arm on me and I didn't want to disturb him.
He got out of bed at 6am he couldnt take it much longer
and let me lay-in til 8am cus now friggin' way was i getting up at 6am
he told me several times this morning how much i twitch in my sleep...
i can tell it annoyed him actually
i had warned him and said sorry
he said he will get used to it but i told him he didnt need to get used to it and that we could have separate beds when we have sleep overs
but he wasnt having any of it
Then we just had an easy morning
of course I had girls to attend to and make sure the house
was clean for my parents to come to
i took adam home around 11am
he says he wants to see me tomorrow i told him he doesnt have to he may need a break after spending 24 hours with me XD but i think he wants to
tomorrow is school -______- just want the easter holidays to bloody come!
Mum and Dad came back home
they'd brought me and my brother a cake each ^^
Mum said she didn't want a cake making for mother's day as she's had enough of food for a while after eating so much for part 2 days so I ow her a cake
I gave her her mother's day card and her present which she loved
took a lot of effort actually
dont know where she's gonna hang it yet
And also today it was Alice's 2nd birthday!
she's special case our Alice but we love her
I hope we have many more years together
the girls came out the shed today they're now outside the back door ^^
