I picked my brother up at 1:30am
didnt have to but I texted him at 12:40 asking if he was ok getting home
and he did ask for a lift
i couldnt sleep so yeah i got on with it basically
didnt go to bed til after 2am
i got up for my hair cut
i havent had anything drastic but it looks better
i came home and i went to bed
i stayed there for 3 hours
had lunch
went back to bed for 3 hours
helped with dinner
ate dinner
did my diary gonna sit with Oz and watch killing eve
tomorrow its fathers day
i didnt get round to making him a card
i was too busy being in a bubble
mum asked on several occassions today "are you ok?"
she also asked
"is your head ok?"
"what are you thinking?"
"youve stared off into space a lot today"
just havent been myself
i have texted jack since 2pm
he was quite keen for me to go over today
but i couldnt be bothered to remain conscious nevermind talking to someone
not seeing him tomorrow ether as hes got a family thing
so i will see him monday at school
im sure ill be back to normal tomorrow
theyre having a night out tonight and i dont want to go
i just said my leg was bad and left it at that
i havent got done anything i said id do today
just slept
maybe everything caught up with me
i was just blank and numb even my taste buds werent awake
jacks heartgold came today and it works fine
tomorrow i will book manchester and sort pokemon out too
i looked briefly at technology today but im not sure about stuff
this morning it was sunny....eerie
i cant remember sun
it has rained all day since but hey i was able to have a brew outside this morning
and i even took photos of my pets as i havent done so in a while so here we are my 3 beautiful little babies
