Evening
ahhh last night was 31c.....so hot. I thought I didnt have a chance in hell getting sleep, but I started my extra dose of antidepressant. Yup I slept. I slept like the dead. Jack even said to me this morning I slept well! I hope I wasnt being annoying in my sleep. he said he did not sleep well it was just too hot.
I woke up at 7am and got my loaf in, I left Jack to sleep. However, upon bringing the loaf a morning treat I noticed he had gone missing....he had gone to find Jack and woke him up by running into the bedroom T^T ahhh loaf I was leaving him to sleep damn it! So that was Jack awake. He was ok about being woken by Oz, said there was worse ways to be woken up XD
This morning I did feel deathy from reflex yesterday and also my head felt a mess. Like I could have cried but I also could have been horrible/mean and I would have enjoyed it. Yeah a real mess.
I decided to get on with my day
I cleaned Oz out
I did 20mins of arms and core workout
I had a shower
I went for my hair cut (the room was 1000c no windows or doors open I sweated to death) I didnt enjoy my hair cut and literally ran out the door, I asked her not to blow dry my hair cus I was so hot. I sweated to death. She had to lift my fringe from my forehead as sweat and stuck it down.
I had a cup of tea then went on my laptop for a bit and then we had lunch I went to rest on my bed but ached too much to sleep. The whole whole day it has rained. So we have kept Oz in all day
I decided to repot my cacti so I sat and did that. Oz came to see and quickly took a bite out a new cacti T^T I was so sad, Jack chased Oz away.
hes a menace but i love him. Hes had it good today, always does well when its raining damn him.
I didnt do much all afternoon as I was quite dead to be honest. Jack has been doing hours of admin. I did dinner then we went food shopping and I felt done in from that. I got back and had a bath.
This evening I would like to paint my nails
tomorrow
its fathers day tomorrow, I just gave my dad a bottle wine - done
I already arranged for mum to come over and dye my hair and have some time away from dad and also I usually see her on a monday but shes got her hair appointment so I cant see her til tuesday so we arranged to do my hair on sunday. But then Jacks mum messaged today offering for us to go over for tea and scones which I would love to do but dont have the energy for that right now. I feel so dead and messed up. So i am gonna stay home and see mum. Its what I want to do. I need to put myself first instead of pleasing others. So Jack is gonna go by himself.
I have some cooking to do in the morning
