I couldnt sleep again
just had too much on the mind
then I woke up automatically at 6:50am for my park run
it was an amazing morning
sun was out, no frost or dew just perfect
so I got motivated and went
I found it hard if im honest
last time i went it was easy
this week tho my god i wasnt even half way and i wanted to give in
i tried hard still tho and i did enjoy it but not as much as last time
simply because it was a real effort
still ended up running it in 26 mins tho just 4 seconds off my PB!
so i did well to say it was hard work
I came back and showered
then I watched episode 7 of Killing Eve which I had missed whilst I was away
it was good and finally episode is tonight
i cant imagine how its gonna end i seriously cant
best have a good ending too
after i watched that i went to shops with mum i drove
i wanted a frame for a piece of art work im thinking of doing for mia for christmas
just an idea but i didnt want to start anything til i knew how big to do it
so ive brought her a gold frame as most of her picture frames are gold ive noticed
i also picked up a smaller 4 x 6 frame for my mums christmas present
the picture inside is one i brought from an artist in Manchester when I went to the convention and i knew then I had to buy it, frame it, and give it to mum
i think it looks quite cute and pretty
originally i wanted a turquoise frame but struggled to find one
but hindsight mums room is pink so im best with this
we came back and had pumpkin soup mum had made and got out the freezer
we had amazing fresh bread with it also
i was full afterwards and got stomach pains
stomach feels like a screwed up bit of paper
i cleaned the inside of my car
seeing as it was stupidly windy today i decided against washing it
i will wash it tomorrow tho
i sat in the afternoon making a decoration for the christmas tree as i usual make something each year for the tree and i wanted to do something with my hands
also i had been looking round christmas decorations in the shop with mum earlier
we had picked up an elephant one for Karen for Christmas and I had picked up a giraffe christmas decoration for mia for christmas, i brought her a decoration last year too
i will photograph the one i made today
i did a bit of dancing as well
jpop dancing not just dance and i havent done that in like 2 weeks it felt good to do some again!!
i practised ones i was learning and started a new one cus i cant help myself at times
mum and dad came back so i sat and had a brew with mum
then i went into my room and i made a CD for my car for the journeys to school then afterwards I began to draw
i have 3 pictures i have been meaning to do since i got back
and ive done 2 so far and started the 3rd
i had dinner but there was so many fireworks kicking off that half way through dinner we ended up bringing my piglets indoors
to discover maisie has a hurt back leg
she doesnt want to put weight on it but weve seen her use it shes just occasionally not using it
i examined it to make sure she hadnt got anything in it or been bitten or anything
but couldnt see anything
i gently moved it around with my fingers to see if she was in pain anywhere but she wasnt
so im stumped whats up with her and im hoping she will be ok tomorrow it was 7pm when we discovered her so it was too late for vets and shes eating fine and stuff she just limps time to time im hoping come morning she will be fine. It happened to Pinks once and she was fine after 2 days
got so many sodding fireworks
i dont have Oz in my room anymore as he was wrecking my carpet and i got fed up of the smell of his wee in my carpet as he refused to use the towels i put down for him the git
but seeing how much was kicking off out there i decided to bring him in
and i havent seen him since as hes very happy laying and having a wash under my bed
its his little warren that looks like hes missed!
bless him i dont mind as hes not peeing everywhere
might be able to get my 3rd picture done if hes happy down there
tomorrow is the last day before school...
my stomach is in anxious knots
god knows what i will be like on the day
ahhhh im so tired i look half dead
i hope i sleep tonight
tomorrow im cleaning my car, getting stuff ready for school
and doing anything else i feel like doing really
hopefully find something productive
i havent done any japanese in 2 weeks
not impressed
i should do some tomorrow
