I couldnt sleep last night
and when i did sleep, pain woke me up
my pain has been bad now for a while
but i know if i go to the doctors they wont do anything for me
and i dont fancy being on any more medication
My head has been bad too im at war with my thoughts
I woke up well late 9:30am =.=
i was really annoyed
worst of all i had missed loads in the time i was asleep
mum had put all the pets outside first morning in a long while
as its been too cold and wet for em to play out first thing
so we bring them whilst we have breakfast
so she had done that and put their toys out
then it began to rain, so she cleaned them all out
took them home and put the toys away 0.0
she did all that whilst i was asleep, i hadnt helped at all
so it was quite odd for me to get up and not have to do
any pet duties, it was like they had gone missing
but i still went to see tiffin
we have seen another squirrel in the garden...
smaller one but it is coming on the nuts and running
in the garden and get tiffin on high alert
i dont want to see another dead animal ><
I started cleaning my room, seeing as it was pouring
down outside. and then went on youtube looking for
dances to do. i must have a list of like 100 i want to do ><
Currently Im learning Halloween dances X3 I love it
I did a bit more drawing
getting further with it but it needs to be done for next sunday!
I had lunch, well my family ate their lunch
mum left stuff out for me to do my own
i went to it and my head was really going off on one at me
so i walked away and thought id tackle it when my head calms down
went to make lunch a second time and couldnt make a decision
mum offered to make me something, if someone makes it
i tend to eat it.
so she did me a sandwich all that stress over a freakin sandwich
its not normal and drives me up the wall
i was trying to go for a walk with mia but it would
not stop raining, i was in pain
and thought "sod it" i went to bed for an hour
i didnt want to get up i could have just stayed there but i got up
mia had txt to say she had been for a walk
so i went by myself i did a 45min walk
i was shattered but if it shuts my head up and maybe sleep better
then its worth it, i was a lil wet tho as it rained on me
i brought tiffin in to help me decide on what i was gonna
sew at lynn's tomorrow, i decided to make a pumpkin plushie
i didnt buy that ornament pumpkin yesterday so im gonna make my own
but with all the fabric i have the one colour i seem to lack is orange!!
so i had ALL my fabric out tiffin thought it was great XD
so i packed my bag ready to go to hers tomorrow for sunday lunch ^^
another reason why i didnt want to eat loads today
cus i know id be eating my body weight in sunday lunch!
im gonna dance now, sit with pets then do my nails~
