Evening
I couldnt sleep
surprise surprise
I was just lying awake. So I got up and did some drawing. My drawing is going quite well actually. As I sat in the lounge my patio light went on. I gasped as I couldnt believe what I was seeing at 12:30am
a hedgehog!!!! In my garden!!! I couldnt believe it. I went outside to look at it. It was big! reminds me of guinea pigs. I put out a cherry tomato and mushroom in a panic as I just wanted to feed it. It was late I was tired and not thinking. Safe to say it didnt eat them.
we are unsure where it is living tho. As our garden is secure - cus of Oz
however there is a small gap under our gate which I have seen Mr. Rat use on occasion so did it use that? or the big pile of wood we've had on the patio for months and months, is it living in there? it would make a good home actually. I need a thermal camera. If it is using the gate to the outside world, I dont know where it would actually live. I have meal worms for the birds and I am gonna leave some for the hedgehog tonight. I hope it keeps coming
I went back to bed at 1am. Shattered.
so today was the last day of the school term. We broke up for summer holidays now
I HATED my day it was hot and humid in the school, i was shattered and my body felt incredibly heavy. I felt like a slave. Just constantly doing crap for teachers. It went on and on and time passed so slowly. I could have cried everything felt like a huge effort, i was tired and working in hot and humid places. Hell. Couldnt wait to finish. as soon as it hit 1pm I was out the door
I got home, scoffed fruit loaf and went to bed.
I managed to get an hours sleep but felt no better, it was just good to have the escapism
I had tea and did dinner and yeah I havent done anything. I am mentally and physically exhausted. I just need rest and actual sleep. I didnt exercise as I literally couldnt move my heavy body so I had a nice hot soak.
I might try doing some digital drawing
perks of my day - a doughnut, someone gave me a colouring book, someone gave me a bouquet of sunflowers, cards of thank yous. so that was all nice
it is nice knowing that school is bloody over with. My only concerns is I struggle to structure my days and I am a bit anxious about wasting my holidays. I also worry about going back in august as I wont want to go back.
tomorrow morning i will put the stew on then me and jack are going for an ice cream as a finishing school treat
