Friday, 25 January 2019

Pigs lungs

Evening~

I didn't sleep too bad I guess
still woke up but luckily got back off to sleep quickly
was a lil sore in my legs from yoga
But today was my first full day at school~
so I got ready to go this morning~

I was 15 mins early for work just cus i did well on the roads
i was anxious ><
but I really enjoyed it actually
I did soooooo much today
sorted out paper work for students, sorted out some documents for me cus im new
Jack had taken the time to sort through pages of revision guides and lent them to me
to learn from and i forgot to bring them home T^T
I was annoying Jack all day
then he dropped a big bomb on me
he likes anime!! my god, someone my age who likes anime!
I never find anyone who shares my interests 
so I was well happy ^^ 
we get along well, i think, or he could just be tolerating me XD who knows

we had lunch and I sat with him and Alan and Rebecca
dont think rebecca likes me much at the moment
but alan is really nice to me
i didnt even check my phone at lunch as only had 30mins for lunch
and the other 3 werent on their phones so i didnt want to look rude
my lunch gave me stomach ache for the remainder of the afternoon
i think cus i was anxious, food just didnt sit right

I got to mix chemicals, chemicals that werent nice
some that scold the skin, could blind you, could knock you out if you inhaled too much
so yeah strong stuff
i had to wear full on safety stuff and do it an extractor cupboard thing
and Jack made me do all the measuring out myself and pouring
its so hard and pressurising!!!
but I did it ^^
and then he was like "you like cleaning right?"
i was like "yeah"
he said "how squeamish are you?"
I said "im pretty fine apart from blood tests"
he said "great you can clear up the pigs lungs then"
i said "fine"  
he was like "we'll see"
so basically there was pigs lungs attached to the throat and tongue 
yup all that in a bloody mess on a tray
the tray even dripped blood on the floor XD
i was completely mesmerised by the sight
i put gloves on and held the lungs, poked the tongue and touched other tissue
alan held the bag open for me to put in the bin basically
then i was left to clean the tray and equipment 
alan was like "check how jack makes himself scarce" 
i said "oh yeah i just noticed he's gone"
alan was like "yeah he wont admit it but hes squeamish" XD
so jack thought he was spiting me but i really enjoyed it
i enjoyed my day to be honest and pigs lungs topped it off

at my last job that TA job at the primary school
when people would ask me at school "are you enjoying it?"
i replied "yeah" but inside me i knew i was saying a lie
but now when people at this school have asked if i am enjoying it
i reply with the upmost certainty "yeah!" 
cus i am i really do enjoy it
so far i mean
yeah i like it ^^

safe to say i was knackered at the end of the day
cus god knows how many laps i did of the school
seriously
and its mentally draining too taking everything in
i was glad to be home

I did a bit of just dance when i got in as i felt tense so i needed to loosen up
then had a shower to rid myself of chemicals XD
had a brew with mum

whilst being out mum had got through to the guinea pig rescue
we are taking millie down on sunday
its about a 15 or so minute drive and millie will have to come and choose a friend basically
cus we think she needs one
i let her see Oz again today
hes so submissive to her its cute 
and she kept creeping up to him
shes too loving and young to be alone
so that is something to look forward to over the weekend

speaking of the weekend its mum's birthday tomorrow!
ive got all her stuff ready
i will bake her a cake
my brother and dad are decorating the back living room
so busy weekend ahead which will be nice
i hope mum likes her stuff
its 90% guinea related presents XD

I ordered like 4 days ago a new lanyard for school from Japan for a total of £2.30

Its Pompompurin!
So cute and came sooooo fast!
i shall be taking that on monday~