I've had a crummy day
just dont even want to write it up
really wanted to self harm and die today
its not me i know its not
but im really not happy with life
and unsure of what would make me happy
and unsure of what i need to do to make myself happy
once again its put on me to fix things, theres never any help out there
its finding the strength to keep going
i know im a burden to everyone around me
if i dwell on it i do just want to top myself
im fed up of this boring existence
life doesnt seem worth participating in
what can i do to change that view?
what can i do to be happy?
what can do to not have mental health issues?
fed up
