Excuse my absence yesterday
I shall catch up
Sunday~~
I still felt quite crappy and hadnt slept
and I really didnt want to go to the city centre to look at phones with adam and his mum
but mum said "if you dont go today they might wait for next weekend to go with you"
and with that said i thought 'the city centre is only getting busier each week as we get closer to christmas i might as well drag my corpse and get this over with'
so thats what i did,i got dress and applied make up as my god was i white that morning
so this is what the world got
I was anxious about going for some reason
we got their around 11am
we went into a couple of stores then went for a brew
went round some more shops and a few phone shops
but my god i didnt realise how naive i was to the phone world
HOW MUCH ARE PHONES!!!??
seriously!!! theyre worth more than my damn car!
i mean if people want to spend that kinda daft money on phones then be my guest
what bothered me was how little choice there was for under £200
its kinda like you had no other choice but to fork out for an expensive phone
hate phones
but theyre an necessity now days unfortunately
i sound like i come from the stone age XD which is where mine and mum's phone originates from XD actually theyre not that bad and she wasnt pleased to find out how much we gotta spend
i messaged Ed to ask him for some help on the phone thing as he's a pro
then i'll get adam's opinion too
better to have more than one opinion in my eyes
so then we had lunch and came home to adams
we stayed there half hour then went to my house
to go see Oz and let me sort bits out
then went to his house, did his mum's nails, did stretches with adam, gave him back massage, i was bloody done in come dinner time, i looked like a corpse actually.
Monday
I went to bed after breakfast i was tired
then I had Karen's for a massage at 1pm
it was lovely to see her and have a catch up
coming home there had been an accident involving a tractor and 2 cars but they were off the road and i was able to get by.
Later on after i'd showered and got ready to go tara's i went to pick adam up
and i did the same route to karens as tara lives close by
but upon going, where the accident was there was a que of traffic as there was every emergency service available there! so I ended up doing a U-turn this put 30mins on my journey
making a 25min journey to 50mins
i was not happy i was so stressed, peed off, tired and in pain. my car is a heap of junk and not very comfortable at all. i cried. i just cracked and cried. i just wanted to pull over and sob my eyes out but some how and i dont know how but i pulled it together
just my mental state isnt good
adam was there for me but not a lot he can do seeing as he cant drive
we arrived at tara's - late
but didnt matter
i told her what happened and i said i needed to de-stress so could i see her bunnies
and having nutmeg and rocky out really calmed the soul i felt better for that
adam relaxed also
we played games we ate pasta and talked it was an easy relaxed evening
everyone got on there was no awkwardness it was nice
so he's met one set of friends now i want him to meet mia and stuff
i came home at 9:30pm after dropping adam off home
i was shattered but couldnt unwind
so i got Oz out and let him play outside in the dark whilst i sat outside with him drinking a cup of tea watching him eat leaves and stretch his legs. i couldnt go to bed knowing he hadnt been out for a few hours and i couldnt face talking to my family
2am my brother got a lift to college from dad as he has gone to Slovakia with his class til friday i will miss him but i wished him a good time and spoke to him today
Today I havent done much
i feel like utter crap
so sod the world i stayed in pajamas til midday
then i thrashed my body by dancing hard for 40mins
i was sweaty and went for a needed shower
then i read really i havent done much at all
i made a couple of christmas cards for my dutch friends
then dad helped me fill out a form
that was my exciting day
tomorrow me and mum are going ice skating!!
wish me luck
i havent been on the ice for many years!
