Im here~
I am exhausted big style
life is hard currently but i guess i did have a good time
Friday I got ready with Tiffin, the idea to give him as much attention
as i could before I had to leave
then I went to pick ed up from the station at 12
from there we headed to worksop
we got there ok, held up a little as there was an accident along the way
the place we stayed at was basically an old pub
but the people were friendly and the service was good and the room was nice
it was bright, clean, open and tidy so couldnt ask for anymore really
We dumped our stuff then went into worksop town center which
was about a 3 min walk from us
so we checked some stores out there was a market on and loads of charity shops!
All i got tho was a few buttons and ribbon from the market as it was dead cheap
we walked back to the room and got changed for dinner, we walked along side a canal
which did a kinda loop round worksop center so we ended up near the shops
from there we walked to a thai restaurant
ed as usual orders loads of food -______- i cant keep up with him
there was food left over - my fault apparently for not eating as much as him -__-
i was sooooo full food was amazing tho
Next day we got up for breakfast as it was only served til 10am
and we woke up at 8:30am
I had a quick shower then we went for breakfast ed ordered us both a full english ><
not my thing but there was cereal on the side so i had more cereal than the breakfast
he ate mine really XD
then we went upstairs to get ready, well i got ready, i sent ed out to go get us a sandwich
to take with us for lunch XD so i could get ready in peace, save time, and save me energy
from there we headed to Clumber park - a national trust park
i have been there on a school trip in year 9
we went to go rent a bike we wanted - well mostly me - a tandem bike (double bike)
i thought it would save me energy as i was quite anxious about it all
its a big place!
you could rent bikes for 2 hours or all day
we went for 2 hours, they gave us a rent slip for a tandem but it turns out there
wasnt any tandem D: so we had to go on normal bikes but they said we could
have a free hour on a tandem after our 2 hour bike ride so i guess that was good
ed noticed i had gone quiet and it was cus i was anxious
but we headed off and we kept going and going and going and going
had the odd stop off and i knew ed could keep going and go even faster if he wanted to
but he stayed with me the entire way which was good of him
my god tho i had had enough i just wanted to die in peace
we used up the whole 2 hours, 2 hours of cycling!!!!!!
we got back to the bike rent and i wanted to sit down before i went on the tandem
but noooooooo we had to go there and then didnt we >3>
going on a tandem was one of the most scariest things ive done in my whole life
im glad ive done it but my god its terrifying
being the back passenger gives you no control just a bar and pedals the pedals
are connected to the front so you have to pedal
i held on to everything i think at first, the handle, ed's massive rucksack (couldnt see in front of me it was so bloody big!) and ed himself
i was telling him to slow down
going down dirt track hills with stones with not being able to see the ground of have any control is terrifying he kept saying "relax. relax. im not gonna let you fall"
to which i say "accidents do happen! now slow down damn it!!"
over the whole of cycling my tights got torn and ripped >< from thorns and such snagging me
we gave the bike back, i was exhausted
we ate our sandwiches then went and had a brew in the cafe
we headed home eventually
as soon as i saw the bed i collapsed i knew i would fall asleep given the chance and i did!
and it turns out ed also fell asleep with me!
i woke up at 7:30pm!!!! D: we still had to go out to dinner
i was feeling dizzy and tired. my body was really at its limits
we went to a pub for food it was alright
it was hard to find somewhere to eat as everywhere on a saturday night
was loud or had football on
we still ended up with football in the background -___-
i had sweet potato, chick pea burger - i love veggie burgers for some reason
but my god the spice!!!! it was like eating a chili! My mouth was on fire
i drank my drink and ed's as i couldnt put the fire out i even felt my tongue to see
if it was as hot as it felt XD
we headed to the room but it was loud as there was a 60th birthday party happening just
under neath us so they had loud music and karaoke
i went to go use the bath that was available to guests to rest
my muscles as i ached like mad
the noise downstairs didnt end til 12pm
yeah i was close to passing out at this point
i did rob ed's t-shirt he wore during the day and slept in it, he didnt notice til morning XD
this morning we woke up at 9:15am so we didnt have long to have breakfast
so i got up, changed, brushed my hair and went down
i ordered beans on toast for myself this time
then we went upstairs i did a lil make up and hair
then we checked out, on the way home i took us to Rufford park
which was nice, we walked round the lake whilst ed played Pokemon Go
he played it a fair bit but i still couldnt get my head round it all
we stopped at the cafe as they had ice cream - real ice cream
i had white chocolate flavour it was really nice
and we got 2 scoops for the price of one as they charged us too little!
then i came home for a little bit
then took ed to the station at 3pm
i have school in the morning so i needed time to rest and stuff
i felt bad getting rid of him but he just doesnt get my illness and my needs
so thats it im not gonna see him now i dont think
it was sad to see him go
ive been fussing my little bunny today as he's 2 years old today!!!
my little prince!
I havent had chance to make a cake but i will do this week or mum will
hes lovely and i cant imagine life without him
i hope he has more birthdays to come!
school tomorrow!
i will be in a different class but which one?
