Evening
so yesterday I had a mini heart attack as I started prepping the stew with jack after dinner, he had just been sharpening a knife then went to clean the blade. The next thing I knew, he was jumping up and down holding his finger! I shouted "NO!! you havent have you!?" I was in shock. He turned round so not to face me an examined the 'damage'. by which point, I had already burst into tears. yup. I was just that stable yesterday. Think it was the shock and panic. Turns out it was just like a papercut. Thank god. He had been lucky.
After we had dinner, we had a long talk about stuff to change in the house. Nothing expensive, just getting rid of some furniture and moving other furniture. We are changing the spaces, now we've been in the house 2 years we know what works, how stuff needs to function, what stuff we are needlessly holding on to. So its gonna be a bit of work but we wont do it all at once, just over a few weekends probably. we plan on moving bookcases, upgrading Oz's toilet, getting rid of a wardrobe (clearing out stuff in it we are hording) and getting rid of Jack's alcohol cabinet (he will use another cabinet for his alcohol)
I had a bad night last night
everything aches, because it was day 2 of not moving my body
my stomach felt awful
I couldnt sleep cus I couldnt get comfy
I was up til 1am and felt utterly wiped out
Jack noticed I came back to bed at 1am and said to me "think you need to work from home tomorrow"
he said this evening that at 1am, I looked ghoulish and then this morning I looked like 'shit' XD yeah....I could tell stuff wasnt good.
If I had gone to school today I would have been pushing myself and it wouldnt have been kind to myself at all. So I got up with Jack, did the stew, died on the toilet and then went back to bed.
I had worked throughout the day simply cus it has been physically hard for me to sit at my laptop today so I kept having to break off. Its very annoying as I kinda want to just get my work done you know
Mum came for lunch still
my curtains arrived this afternoon and after dinner my Jack put them up. I am in love! I am utterly amazed and impressed by them. I am very happy with them and looking forward to putting the other pair up eventually - when they arrive. But we are not putting them up until we have moved the bookcases. I do not want mould growing on my £100 curtains! I was grateful to Jack for putting up the new curtains this evening. Only a 15min job but he chose to do it instead of saying he was tired and do it at the weekend. He is also pleased with them
Oz has been in such an affectionate mood all day today. Both of us have had so much love from him. We love that bunny to pieces. I was watching Oz lick Jack's arm whilst Jack brushed him, whilst I was doing yoga. They love doing mutual grooming and i love watching it! my 2 boys ^^
So yes I did manage 45mins of yoga, well done me, feel a bit better for it
2 more sleeps til pokemon~
tomorrow
its school and I hoping I can go. I have sugar solutions to make up and i wanna do it. So I best have a better night tonight
