Konbanwa~~
Took me a while to get to sleep
probably around 1:30pm
but i remained in bed the whole time
I cried a little bit but that was probably to be expected given how low I was feeling
I woke up at 6:45am this morning from coughing....T^T not how I wanted to wake up
so I got up to get a sodding drink
and I thought I may as well stay up now I'm up
so I brought my lad in and I put and anime on tv called Charlotte - never heard of it
watched one episode with Oz and then turned it off as he needed toilet and i went on my switch
i stayed downstairs for a while playing my switch
im enjoying disgaea but i suddenly thought "what will i do when i have finished it!?"
I went upstairs and crawled into bed
i was tired but couldnt sleep i was mainly reading and monging out to be honest
til about 11am anyway
got some lunch, i havent been bothering greatly with breakfast as of late
then i went to the shower and sat epilating my legs XD
first time i have used it this year, i got into epilating last year as mia introduced me to it
but i got impatient with it at times and ended up shaving
and once winter came round i didnt bother that greatly with leg hair - as who sees it!
but the other day i came across my epilator and thought id give it ago
could not believe all the hair i grow XD to be honest its not that im quite lucky as i have light hair there for my hairs arent that noticeable
my brother banged on the bathroom door "what you doing in there? whats that noise?"
i replied "just ripping the hairs out my legs!"
so that entertained me and gave me a different pain to focus on
which lead me think "i see why people self harm" as its a different focus point
not that i think i would but admittedly my thoughts did drift there at midnight last night
anyway
so after my shower and such
i talked to jack on the phone he is missing me and me him
i think he's literally just gaming his life away tho
i recorded a dance! my first one this year!
no one was home and i felt certain i could record it in one go before the battery died XD
i went for an hour long walk i walked to the next town
and back again so it was a good walk
came back and had a brew
worked out what i needed to cut out for the pumpkin cushion and started cutting
but i was having second thoughts on some aspects so in the end i have ordered 3 fat quarters for this damn cushion as i cant decide on background fabric and border fabric -___-
its hard not being able to go and physically see and choose fabric :/
still i suppose i should be grateful i can order online still
i had a look online for disgaea4 as i keep looking out for a good deal on it
and today i found it for sale for £32 new
so i ordered that! i was happy with that
i havent finished 5 yet but i know im half way and im gonna need something afterwards
and in this current state of affairs theres no way i want to be left with nothing to play!
i uploaded my dance
and its been a long time since i checked out my channel
got like 59,900 views in total. bit weird when you think that many people have watched me dance. nothing compared to my original channel. but then i was working during the period i had my original channel so i cracked out 3 dances a week! ah those were the days XD
now i dance more for my own benefit more than my channel
tonight i dont feel like doing a lot but i have been putting off learning new dances for the last few days so i might make a start. I fancy having a go at onepixcel's girls dont cry
tomorrow
seeing as i have come to a total standstill with my sewing due to having to wait for fabric to come through my door, i guess i will have to do some drawing or something instead :/
i shall pass the day one way or another
and pray this is the last week of lock down!
