Had weird dreams
a horse had died and it's friend - another horse - was protecting it's dead body
i tried to get to it so i could lead the horse away from the dead one
but it was protecting it fiercely
i was chased away
i was then walking in the room bellow the dead horse and i watched a guy walk ahead
and i called out to him to stop walking
as the ceiling gave way
the dead horse came through it and along with a load of green rotting bodily fluids
luckily i wasnt touched but the guy was covered in it
so gross and disturbing
why do i dream of such weird stuff?
i was a bit sweaty when i woke up at 5:45am
i stayed awake and got up 10 mins later
felt dizzy this morning but still went to school
this morning jack was having a meeting with a science equipment rep
leaving me in charge of 6 classrooms by myself for 2 hours >.> the git
he had such a cushy morning
me on the other hand i was actually running between labs and the prep room
i had solutions to make up, things to mix up, things to print off
staff wanting stuff, students wanting stuff
it was endless and i was about dead!
jack came back and we had a cup of tea i needed it
i didnt want my lunch i felt off before i had even looked at it
but julia and jack both told me to eat
i then knew i had the delightful job of draining the blood from the hearts
as they were bagged up and sitting in a puddle of blood
14 hearts
14 puddles
safe to say i needed a lay down afterwards
doing that job when you already feel quite sick and off is not good
a teacher asked me "should you be doing that if youre not feeling good?"
i said "dont have a lot of choice ill get it done"
i had 3 teachers ask me if i was ok so i was starting to think 'perhaps i dont look good?'
jack said i looked like death
he let me lay down
he said "what am i gonna do with you?"
i said "why whats up?"
he said "well most people would say 'im sick im going home' but youre like 'no i wanna work'"
i said "ive missed so much school already i cant miss anymore they will sack me"
he said "they wont sack you. have you thought about going part time?"
i said "Not going part time. im doing this"
but i was getting frustrated laying there as it was 2:30pm and i hadnt even looked at tomorrow's classes
i said to him and the head of science "i dont have a life at the moment, i work, come home, sleep, get woken for food, go back to bed. then repeat"
jack asked if i wanted to come over friday evening but hes not getting home til 8pm
and i wont have energy anyway so i said id probably see him over the weekend
i got all my prepping done for tomorrow with 1 minute to spare
i was done in
and i had the job of disposing the hearts as well
lovely
got home ate food and had a brew
Oz was outside so i left him
then i went to bed
mum woke me for food
after food i worked a bit more on jack's present
got his shading done
i will next work on myself
it will get done
speaking of drawing
a chemistry teacher has asked me to draw the chemistry teachers thats 5 teachers for a wall display so thats a lot of work to be done over summer
tomorrow school then yoga
jesus how am i gonna get through it all
i almost came home today
i hope i can get through tomorrow
