Monday, 3 February 2020

Cute little battie

Evening

I couldn't sleep that well 
and had strange dreams also
kinda glad when the alarm did go off
not that I wanted to start my monday

i waited in my car for jack as i had a load of biscuits in the boot amongst other things that needed taking up to science and there was no way i was carrying all that!
I did my hair differently today and he commented straight away
and it turned out i got quite a few comments actually
one of the first things jack said to me was "did you have a lot of free time this morning?"
i said "no its really easy to do"
but yeah maybe i should do it more often it was just plates and curls

my day was busy
busy busy
i had 4 practicals to attend too that needed chemicals and other crap
which made washing up too >.>
i rang doctors for a blood test and the soonest they could get me is wednesday....
as in NEXT wednesday
jesus, good job im not dying
it made jack worry honestly the amount he was worrying about me not getting seen to this instant was unreal, i said "you need to chill out, you worry too much"
he said "i just want you to be ok, right now we dont know whats up with you and you dont worry enough"
ok i will admit i am a bit concerned about why im passing out and have high blood pressure
whats more is that i actually woke up with my throat aching
which is a new one
but also where the thyroid is located
it doesnt feel like a sore throat more like a tightness or pressure

it was still morning and jack turned to me and said
"i have something for you"
i thought it was gonna be food to be honest 
i was not expecting this little guy!

look how cute he is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i LOVE bats
my 3 favourite animals in life are rabbits wolves and bats
and its so small and cute X3 i love it
i have hung it under my manga shelves seeing as i already have one bat hanging upside from my manga shelves
but yeah i loved him
jack picked him up when he went derbyshire yesterday

i got through my day
a few times jack told me to sit down
as he said "you burn through all your energy at the start of the week"
i think i was buzzing tho from the sheer amount of sugar id had
it was a biology teacher's bday at the weekend and she brought in some seriously good chocolate biscuits my god they were good
i came home and mum had baked so i robbed biscuits from her too X3

i sat with Oz and a brew
i talked to mum about maybe buying a switch lite
as i never tune off and do nothing
the only times during the day i tune off
are at night when i sit with Oz for 30+mins and when I go to bed and read for half hour
its not a lot
the rest of the day im always on the go
even watching youtube videos my brain is still going
i need to chill out
i can afford one its whether or not i will play on it
but i looked last night and theres a kirby game i wouldnt mind playing actually
so i will see
could get one at the weekend

i rested a bit then went for a walk
i made myself sardines on toast for dinner
my god it was good its been such a long time since i had that meal
i really enjoyed it

might do some drawing tonight if i have time

tomorrow is school
then i might be seeing tara after school