Mudkip Haunter place mats

Evening

Did not get to sleep til 3am! Joy!
could not sleep
jack txted at 12:30am also stating he could not sleep
he stayed awake til 2am when i said to him not to stay up for me
as i was going downstairs to play disgaea anyway
i had taken a lot of medication and i wasnt in any pain
i just could not shut off mentally
in the end i took more pain killers (no i shouldnt but i did) just to try knock me out!

I woke up at 8:30am so at least i wasnt late up
it did mean id only had 5 hours sleep but better than nothing
i sat with the girls this morning
and then had a shower and went for a walk with mum
then i finished off my inu x boku picture!
it is done and my brother and mum both think it is good enough to give to jack
so i have ordered a frame for it

i went to sleep for a bit
i have been in pain for days now and a constant headache
i dont usually get headaches so im unsure why i am suffering with them for a like a week now
maybe its stress? who knows but they are wearing
i got through the post my expensive bias binding
so i decided to finish my place mats
and ta-da!

theyre all finished ^^
jack likes them
so i have stashed them away now
leaves me with what shall i do for my next project

i did he picture for science which took a few minute sbut hopefully it is right this time
i spoke to him on the phone and he sat talking to me and theo which was nice
we are missing one another it is hard -____-
i wish i could show him the inu x boku piece so i could cheer him up
i said i want to design some coasters and get them made/printed 
so i have asked him if he requests any designs 

i might start the rabbit quilt i was going to save for summer
i will look tomorrow at the sheer amount of rabbit fabric i have stashed over the years
i dont think i have loads but hopefully enough to do something with anyway
i had a flick through my craft books earlier for inspiration but nothing took my fancy
and quilt wise i think im on my own with designing this one 

my skin is so sore and dry and it doesnt help me scratching in my sleep ether!
i have ordered products that i am waiting to try out!

i have 6 tabs lined up currently with dances i am gonna quickly do
then i shall sit with my lad then i might do my nails tonight

tomorrow i might do digital drawing and plan out the rabbit quilt

Almost finished inu x boku picture

Konbanwa~~

I managed to get off to sleep but woke up at 12:30 due to being able to feel blood on my fingers...yes thats nice and normal isnt it! I was scratching, again T_T
this is something i have been doing again lately as i do it in my sleep when i am stressed or mentally just not good. and given everything going off right now im surprised im doing it i am surprised however by waking up to the feel of blood rather than the pain of scratching myself til i bleed!!! thats just mental. and annoying so i ended up getting up for a bit and playing my switch and went back to bed for 2am

this morning i sat with with my girls
truffle climbed all over tillie and tillie was shrieking and screaming
i had to cuddle tillie til she calmed down but she is mardy and truffle couldnt care less who she walks all over >.>

I made biscuits this morning and i made a soup
did 15mins of yoga and 15mins of dance then went for a shower
had my soup and continued with my inu x boku
which is almost done!
i fell asleep and then went for a walk with mum 
so i have done a full hour of exercises today

talked to jack on the phone he seems alright
he wants me to do the drawing again which is fine
i told him i havent done any work today XD
i will do tho tomorrow
he isnt doing a lot of work cus theres not a lot to actually do
he said head of science had his twin baby girls today and i just thought how scary that must be right now, having babies in hospitals....not ideal

i have my physio exercises to do tonight
been doing them for 3 months now
i have my appointment 6th april i need to ring up to see if it is still even happening

i havent done much else today really
tomorrow i will finish the inu x boku picture and then do my work my actual work
and maybe pick something else to draw/make 

tomorrow i would have had Oz 3 years! 

my skin is sore...im ordering stuff online to try help heal my skin
i hope i sleep tonight -_____-