Konbanwa~
I slept well despite Jack not coming to bed at the same time as me
it meant i could get 9 hours sleep before school. It was nice not waking up feeling like death and super tired. It is a big help!
It felt weird leaving Jack at home so he could go for his blood test. He was more bothered about making a toastie than his blood test XD He asked me, nicely, if I would take the DT technician >.> I have resigned myself that I have probably got to take him these last two weeks of term, then theres two weeks off, plenty of time for him to sort a car out. Im sick of it. He doesnt even offer fuel money and hes so grouchy.
School, to say Jack wasnt with me on a monday morning, actually went ok
I felt like I was very much living off adrenalin but I got it all done and no one stressed me out which was nice, we have another science teacher off, potentially to covid shes gonna wait for her test results. Apparently 1/20 school kids have covid! I dont know why no where is wearing masks or anything
all we got was a patronising email saying "can staff remember to wash there hands"....load of good thats gonna do when its the kids that are super spreaders and super grim!
Jack arrived at 10am and he helped me a difficult prac, I am usually fine with it and even get it to work but theres a new method this year. I am well annoyed. New method, new chemicals >.>
Mum txt to say Molly has lost 10 more grams to shes booked her in at 4pm at the vets. You still cant go in with your pet. I hope shes ok but glad shes getting looked at.
Got home and had tea and fruit loaf, dinner and then exercise and then just sitting with Jack and Oz. I am aiming to be in bed for 9! Jack seems ok about it tonight but said he might not be able to join me every night as some nights he just aint tired that early which is fair enough.
I confessed to him my thoughts about self harm and how I hate my body, how I hear voices in my head when I eat to - stop eating. He was supportive. Its just not nice talking about these things.
tomorrow is school
it is also the anniversary of having Truffle and Tilly 2 years!
