I did manage to get off to sleep last
despite it being a Thursday night!
I did however wake up at 3:30am and I have been awake since!
I went downstairs and stayed down there really til about 6am
then went for a shower at 6:15am
I got ready whilst listening to my ipod
and I decided to take photos in my school uniform
and you can see the colour of my hair isnt really different its just fresh and soft
im also wearing the bow broach i brought for 70p this week such a bargain and adds cuteness to my uniform as my uniform is dull
Jack text me just before I left for work
could i pick up some milk for school....
troublesome human
so I did that on the way to school didnt take too much time and I got paid back for it
School I did not stop
I prepped biology in the morning then before lunch jack had me mixing acids
so that was me extra tense and not breathing
i will get better at it and im more confident with it
it just still makes me tense
then we both filled up the labs
but i felt like hes been nagging or bossing me all day today
i sweat he doesnt do it to alan or rebecca so why do i get it!?
sure he does it to annoy me and because i boss him around outside of work
its his revenge
but today i was too tired to deal with it
didnt want lunch but i did manage to eat all my soup so that was a little victory
however it gave me absolutely crippling stomach ache til i got home
after lunch i did some washing up and tidying up
i also got to quiz rebecca about biology stuff that i thought i would want to know
and i wrote out loads in my note book
then i helped alan put stuff away at the end of the day
then done
couldnt be bothered to wait for alan and jack as all i could think about was
dying on the toilet at home
which is exactly what i did
food is poison
i had a brew with mum and Oz
then i fell asleep as i literally couldnt keep my eyes open
i woke up and had dinner
then i went for a walk cus i knew i couldnt sit all evening and i was too tired to sew
then i sat with my brother we havent really spoken last couple of days
just cus hes been tired or busy
i know when to stay out his way
he ordered a fake nose ring so he was wearing that it looked realistic
i wonder if he will go for it and actually go get it done for real
i want two more done in my lobe!
i ache like mad
and both me and mum ache from yoga
so thats adding to my discomfort
safe to say i aint looking forward to the night if this is how i am feeling
tomorrow not sure what im doing
think jack wants to see me
its set to rain
dont know what to do
i could happily spend the day in my room sewing XD
