Evening
I slept bit better last night, didnt have to get up and stay up til midnight drugged up
It took me a while to actually get to sleep then I got up at 1am for a wee but slept from there, didnt have particularly nice dreams tho
This morning, I felt shattered, really did. like this week has caught up with me or something. I have been doing a lot lately and socialising almost everyday. Jack says I have been doing a lot and not allowing myself rest. I find rest so difficult....
I also felt quite low for whatever reason
So I decided to do some exercise in the hopes that it would get those endorphins aflowin'
I did a 47min exercise video that supposedly burns 600 calories but I cant see that myself
Then I had a bath, I was gonna shower but my muscles ached so had a hot bath which wore me out more! Mum turned up wanting her brew X3 so that was nice to see her for an hour
Then we had lunch, I flopped on the bed but didnt sleep. Then I went outside to plant more grass seeds. Then I had a brew and fruit loaf, laid on my bed and we went to Harveys
I took my leftovers and the boys had 5 guys. We ordered dessert and I finally got the ice cream I have been wanting, I really enjoyed it but got a bit of tummy ache from it. Worth it. Was well nice. What with doing the exercise video today I dont feel too guilty and filled with food thoughts ^^
we got back at 9pm and we are just with Ozwald now my sweet chunks. He helps with all the gardening and is loving the garden :)
tomorrow
no plans, not seeing anyone. perfect
Hope I sleep a bit better again~