Wednesday, 23 March 2022

a very faint line and work tomorrow

 Evening


I slept pretty well again, certainly helps by not sleeping during the day but my god I would. Just lately I havent been able to sleep during the day for whatever reason.

I got my stew on when I got up at 7:30am

This morning I did a whole hour of yoga, I had had enough after all that!

I worked on my easter picture then at 11:30am mum picked me up and took us Pudding pantry, I treated her and brought Jack a cake from there. I said I wanted to treat her as its mothers day soon :)


Mum dropped me off and I had lunch with Jack

then did some drawing and got my easter picture finished ^^ finally. So I will upload that on easter whenever that is!


We had dinner then I had a bath then I might start my next piece of art


I have work tomorrow

This morning when I woke up I actually felt poorly, I wondered if I had covid so we both did a test Jack had a very very faint line like it was barely there. I am still negative....how? so I could rule out that I didnt have covid. What it was, was anxiety. Anxiety about tomorrow and the fact that Jack is unable to go to school. I dont think he will return now til monday.

So he emailed head of science (we havent heard back from) that Id like to work from home these next 2 days and that next week I might have to do half days. I felt better once he sent that email but I have been worried about the response but we havent had one so Jack said to work from home tomorrow and I will just do some digital work display stuff probably.

I dont want to return. I feel like I am just getting myself back again like I have personality again instead of just being a husk. But I am off sick not off on holiday and need to get back to it I guess. 

soon be easter holidays. Just 7 working days then holidays.