Evening
I slept really well last night
just outta it XD alarm was needed -__-
School was alright really
couldnt get much ready for tomorrow due to it all being needed on the day
so i have a fair bit of running around to do tomorrow
i got cancer spray on my hands somehow
but im not overly concerned i think its only bad if you breathe it in
hopefully...
i didnt feel well this morning around 10/11am
jack said "are you alright?"
i said "yeah yeah im fine"
he said "you seem to lose your step and sway a bit"
"im fine"
"jo your hands are shaking"
"ugh will you leave me alone" ><
he said "jo" grabbed a stool next to me which is never a good sign
when he comes to sit down at my level a lecture is never far away
he said "as your boss, i need to know. Are you alright to be here? are you safe?"
i said "i dont know. i usually feel a bit crap with new pain killers this time of day then i pick up again"
he said "do you need to go home?"
i said "i really dont want to go home i will be ok. but if i get worse i will go home"
he said "will you actually say if you dont feel well tho?"
"yes I will say"
"pinky promise"
i pinky promised
i said "i hate giving in tho, i hate going home, it feels like im losing"
he said "its not losing jo, fainting on the prep room floor is losing"
yeah he has me there
but luckily i was able to stick the day out some how
i still had staff asking if i was alright today tho ><
i got walked to my car by jack with his umbrella as it was slashing it down
i told him i didnt need his umbrella as i had a hood
but he insisted >.>
honestly
i got home and sat with ozwald with a brew
then mia rang me to talk about a few things
then i did some yoga in my pajamas
then had dinner
sat with mum and went on my laptop
im so tired tho now
im having an early night
tomorrow its school
i might try dance after school or go for a walk
today i did yoga
wednesday think im staying at jacks
