Monday, 15 February 2021

Thought I was fitter than that 0.0

 Evening~~


So last night I did in fact start these workout

a series of 4 videos ranging from 11-14mins long

oh      my      god

I was a sweating, dripping, shaking mess

I could barely keep going, I have no idea how at 8pm I did these videos. I was listening to the videos thinking "theres a whistling sound on the background music" but when I paid proper attention I realised it was my asthmatic breathing! I was obviously struggling! But I kept going. My legs were like jelly. I honestly thought I was fitter than that!

I was watching during video 4 by Jack who laid on the sofa, scrolling through his phone, finishing off the 100b butter toffee chocolate he had started an hour previously.....I told him I hated him XD actually it made no difference as I am working for myself, a chocolate bar would not help this. 

I ran a bath after my work out and did I need it. My hair and clothes were soaked. I sweat a lot in the day anyway never mind after such a work out.

I came out the bath and I hurt, I hurt everywhere T^T but I didnt moan too much or ask for sympathy as it was all self inflicted.

We went to bed after watching 2 episodes of Inuyasha, jack had finished gaming at 8:30pm instead of 10pm so we had a bit more time


I woke up at 7:30am after having weird dreams about murderous sheep

and as soon as I opened my eyes, my body......god it hurt. Like I had been beaten all over with a baseball bat in my sleep! But still I got up and it was all go til 9am when Mia showed up as basically we had to get the stew on which I make from scratch - like all my meals - and I put my soup on which I left in jack's capable hands whilst I went for a walk with Mia which was nice. I just bloody hurt XD


I got back and found jack had done my soup for me ^^ I sat with him and Oz and had a brew as I was a bit cold. I had a good rest and at 11am I decided to do day 2 of my workout. Jack stayed in the room in entire time but I didnt mind. 

Once again I was a mess but felt I did a bit better than the night before. I was running short on energy as I had only had a turkey steak and an apple and I had done an hour's walk previously

But I did it and Jack ran me a bath after I had finished. My clothes were wet and hard to remove XD

He said  I was disgusting but I said "well I need that bikini bod dont i?" XD 

After my bath it was lunch time so we sat down to episode 3 of digimon season 1 as we have decided to watch digimon when eating lunch. I havent seen it since I was a child! so I have little memory of it.

Mum came round as soon as I finished eating. Her bathroom is slowly getting done but she had the electricity off today and got cold so she came for a warm and a brew. 

I rested on my bed after she left as I was just done and hurt sooooo much

I got up at 4pm and had Oz in for an hour.

We had dinner which was really good ^^ Jack didnt speak during his meal so I know he was enjoying it.

Now we are just on our computers. He is playing with Harvey and Theo online I am logged into discord so I can talk too but I have been doing other things on my computer. However after an hour I am getting bored as usual, computers dont entertain me for long! so I might go do something else. But jack will be on here til 10pm. I will need something to pass the time as it is only 8pm!


Tomorrow is our 2 year anniversary! 

there isnt a lot we can do tho! We have brought each other a present for something we can do together. I hope Jack likes my gift. I also finished the hammington picture for him so I have that to present to him. We might go for a walk by the river. Not sure what else we can do really cus theres literally nothing to do in a lockdown! But I am sure we will pass the day. We did a lot of chores today so we wouldnt have to do them tomorrow anyway. I will not be skipping out on my workout anyway