Evening
We went to bed at like 10pm and Jack fell asleep pretty fast
I couldnt sleep tho. Despite not having a sleep in the day and doing an hour of exercise I just could not sleep so I got up, pain killers, etc til 1am
I slept pretty ok from there but I keep having to sleep in my dressing gown and on top of the covers I just find the bed too hard. Theres nothing wrong with that bed its just when my pain is having a flare up. I did this at mums on my single bed. Just happens occasions where I can't sleep in my own bed! Its sad tho as I like to be close to Jack T^T
This morning we got up for our weekly shop and picked up a cute bunny print cushion that was reduced to £6! My anxiety doesnt really exist anymore whilst shopping now its good :) taken long enough!
We got back and Jack unpacked, I brought Oz in and we had a cup of tea with him and I had some fruit loaf and Oz was just being cute
Jack helped me cut up my stuff for my soup and whilst that was cooking I cleaned the bathroom and was emailing someone on gumtree. Jack was outside with Oz gardening whilst Oz pretty much did everything he could do bother Jack XD nudging his bum, nudging his hands, sitting where he is working. Thats my Ozwald~ Likes you to know he is there
We had lunch and I told Jack I had been getting replies and then at 1:45pm we went to go meet someone in the next town to buy his wheelbarrow! Wheelbarrows new are at least £100 we got this one - which is in great condition - for £25! So Jack feels better that we have one what with our plans for the garden :) we dropped it off home and I had a biscuit I made then we went for our second covid vaccination.
I was nervous, I had been saying all morning I was nervous and didnt want to go XD The guy who lets you over to a nurse saw how anxious I was and let Jack go with me. The nurse could tell how I was and I was taken into the same room as last time to lay down and have it done. I had 3 members of staff with me - over kill! XD I felt like such an attention seeker. I was told to count back from 20 but when the nurse touched my arm my counting went wrong I couldnt count! how embarrassing! Once jabbed Jack was taken to a seat somewhere to have his jab.
I took a bit of time to be able to sit up. As I had worked my self up a bit. To say I was only laying down my cheeks were very warm. They got me some water and I did come round but I could tell I was dizzy and felt a bit faint. I knew I would be good for some fresh air
so we did make it to the car and Jack drove, I had the window down and came round a bit more
when we got home Jack made me a very sweet tea and gave me fruit loaf as I needed reviving!
I went straight on my bed as I was exhausted from my trauma XD Jack came to me an hour later saying we needed to do dinner. So I did dinner, we had that then I laid on my bed
Jack came to see me to see what was up and I said that my head was playing up. That I havent exercised to day, I have had fruit loaf + biscuits, how fat I will be, had ice cream twice this week. That crap you know. But he talked me through it and I felt a bit better. I did 15mins of yoga to help things too then had a really nice bath
Now just doing my diary and gonna get Oz in. Jack said he will sit with us and stuff so I have his company tonight anyway
God knows if I will sleep tho tonight ><
Tomorrow
ahhhh tomorrow....our last day of freedom.....so sad
I would like to see mum. I want to see her. I dont wanna go anywhere as I am not sure how I will feel after my jab and also its bank holidays so people will be everywhere.
I am glad I have had my jab tho. Takes 2 weeks to become fully effective. I am grateful. We are very fortunate here. And the nurses were lovely. I feel a bit better about it all now. I know I am not immune to covid but I feel better about it all
