Evening
My god I actually slept!
Do I have to do 2 hours exercise each day in order to sleep?
I woke up at 7am tho ><
Oz has been fine today ^^
This morning I went over to Mia's
we went for a walk round near her house which is the first time I have
done that with her in the 2 years shes lived there XD
the dogs were their usual hyper selves
god i dont know how she copes!
we came back and had a brew and then she showed me her amazing art
and then the stuff she got for me from Rob's grandads
I managed to bring my table home!
its better than i thought!
i mean the top surface is worn but hey im covering over that!
its solid oak! its really heavy for just a coffee table!
so i happily put that in my car
and my brother later on sorted me out a screw driver so i can dismantle it
i came home and i had lunch with mum
slept cus for some reason my body was so heavy and tired today
even after a sleep and sugar i felt no better...
i was about to lay down on my bed again when my mum asked if i would
go for a walk with her
so i did that even tho i was tired it was good to be motivated and moving
i came back and did 30mins of yoga and then a shower
so once again i have done 2 hour of exercise!
i couldnt face dancing today tho i have to say
just too done in for whatever reason
ive had a fair bit of food today too and sugar
but nothing is helping
probably due another session of acupuncture...
this evening i have been working on a piece of art work
i had the idea come to me yesterday on my walk but i did other stuff yesterday so i didnt get round to starting it, but ive drawn it out so far and applied liquid masking tape
im doing a girl whispering saying in japanese "you absolutely cant tell anyone"
see how it turns out, could be crap
tomorrow~
me and mum are going into the city centre, we are using jack's carpark XD
mum has never seen where jack even lives
she also hasnt been into the city since lockdown which was like march time
we are going ring shopping~
something i have never done for myself, but have accompanied mum on a few times for her own jewellery
i have wanted to buy a ring since the start of the year, cus basically this sept/oct will mark the 10th year of me becoming sick. and whilst it is not something to celebrate it is something for me to be proud of. I have endured 10 years of pain, struggle, hell and turmoil and come out stronger and still fighting. I want something special to mark such a feat
originally i was moving out next year - so this year id have the money to spend on a ring
but as things have fell, it looks like a ring and a house have come hand in hand...
so i asked mum "should i still be paying out for a ring if i have a house to buy?"
she said "yes, its important to you i think you need to do it"
but i still felt guilty to be honest
so when i mentioned it to mia she said "you need to totally do it. You need to be able look down on your hand and see that ring when you're having a crap day and be reminded just how far you have come"
and i kinda thought "yeah shes right"
so im gonna go through with my 'anniversary ring'
i hope i can find one tomorrow but i wont rush into it, got to be right
and its going on my pinky finger so i will have less choice as its got to be a thin band
mum is buying a ring as it was her 30th wedding anniversary this year, her holiday got cancelled which she was gonna celebrate it on, so shes opted for jewellery - courtesy of dad's wallet naturally XD
then we walk back to jack's flat, collect him and me and him will go to the house viewing
we're viewing our first bungalow!
then were staying here, having lunch and dinner then going over to his for the night
as its the last day of school on thursday!
