I woke up a fair few times after going to bed shattered at 9pm
kept waking cold cus id kicked the covers off myself in my sleep >.>
I got up at 7:30am
mum went for park run i was left behind
sucked
but Id got a hair cut to attend to
which felt good to have done i must say
I came home and i did some cross stitching i havent touched
in quite some time, and i did some reading just basically making the most
of being downstairs in the quiet before my dad got in
when he comes in i go straight to my room
as always
I had lunch which i really didnt want but mum was there
so theres no skipping there
then i went in my room and found a picture id drawn on mangastudio ages ago
decided id work a bit on it
the afternoon dragged actually the whole day dragged
then at 4:30pm my parents were off to go for a walk in 29c heat
in a woods somewhere and i felt pressured to go with them so i did but didnt enjoy it
i felt tuned into dad and his boringness
i couldnt wait to be home
ive been sat in my own bubble all afternoon
just cant stop thoughts really
then i felt sick at around dinner time again
perfect when were having bbq >.>
i sat the entire time doing a bit of needle felting
and its taken me over an hour or maybe two
but ive finished the little cat i was working on
its not brilliant but i think its quite cute
would be better in lighter colours but its all i had to work with
now its 8:30pm and close to bed time thank god cus ive had enough of the day
im gonna paint my nails tonight
not sure what im doing yet tomorrow
only seeing adam if theres something decent to be doing
oh my pin number came today
yup i was wrong
how i get something wrong ive had for 3 years is beyond me
its like the brain connection i had to the number fizzled out and no longer existed
even now i feel like ive got to re-learn it
such a spaz
here is the picture i drew for my brother
