Yatcha~~
I slept pretty damn well
sleeping tablet was enough to sedate me but I still woke up
to literally turn over then went back to sleep
so it was good to not being laying in pain alone wondering when sleep will happen
This morning I got up and felt off but I kinda just
put it down to sleeping tablet and new antidepressant
I didn't do much all morning I have no idea where the morning even went to
i know 50 mins of it was spent on the phone to mia
talking about how we both have just got an invite from helina for her wedding this may
considering she booked it 18 months ago and were getting an invite less than 2 months away
we kinda feel like she feels she has to invite us
and we're only invited to the reception party
i havent seen her since april
cant say im fussed on going but seeing as the invite was to my family
dad seems to think it will be rude if we dont show for an hour
on the other side of town on a thursday night...
cheaper that way she says -______-
anyway i ate lunch then seeing as nether me or adam had made any
decisions on the day i got my pets out
i took millie and alice on my bed
to which i fell asleep...
i dont usually fall asleep with my pets
and i woke up i noticed the girls were missing
and worked out mum must have found them
turns out she had walked in and found me but i had responded! and alice even licked my face, mum thought i was awake but i dont remember any of that! strange
and i was very very annoyed i had slept in the day
i was trying not to sleep
but seems i didnt have a choice i just literally went
poor minni and alice
I had awoke to the sound of my phone ringing
adam had rang me as it 2:30 and we hadnt met up or talked about the day
i just mumbled out that i would get out of my pajamas and come up
but when i got up i felt just poorly really
and i was grumbling and moaning round my room
til my mum heard me and i had a rant at her about feeling off and having no strength or energy and my head was totally out of it i didnt feel well enough to drive
so she motivated me this talk took half hour XD
i got dressed and she and dad dropped me off at adams
i just felt dead
i didnt stay for dinner cus i was being picked up by dad at 5:45pm
so i didnt get long with adam but it was long enough as i was wiped out just from sitting around
since then i have battled finishing my dinner
and im just with an excitable bunny
but i feel like total crap
not sure if this is medication but the virus mum has been suffering with this week
shes been off work and just not well and she seems to think thats whats going off
i hope bloody not
sick of poor health
god knows how my night will go
jesus im dreading it which is why i didnt want to sleep today
tomorrow i have pain clinic at 11am then nothing all day
and seeing tara in the evening~
