it's only 3:50pm
but I thought id blog now as I wasnt up to much really
Today marks the day that last year
my granny, my last grandparent, passed away
I cant believe its only been a year it seems like 3
seems like ages ago she left us
I can tell mum has been fragile today
to distract her from this day she took the day off work
and so did dad, me and my brother had college to attend
dad took mum out but hes been in a fowl mood all day
which has been hard work for mum and i find him being
very selfish, we all know he'd prefer to be at work than have a day off
but this is day for mum and hes being so selfish about it all
I had college this morning anyway
I got there and my teacher told us that there wasnt really that many lessons
to do now so she booked the library computers to do work on -_______-
those computers are seriously crap i cant express that enough
so i sat down at one with my friend and we talked til my teacher came round
she pointed to a unit i hadnt done but i felt like i had done it
so i flicked through my folder and i had done it
and in the end she told me she needed to take my folder away and mark it really
as ive done a fair bit
she took my folder and told me next time i need to come in it's 1st November
feels weird not taking my folder home and not having any project work to do
but its nice~ Ive worked hard and ive almost done my 300 hours at school
ive done 288 so by next week i would have finished that too~
I came home and had lunch in the peace and quiet
then i rested and then txt people
seeing mia for a walk tonight
tara tomorrow
and helina on saturday
i havent socialized properly for a bit so i thought i best to
i didnt sleep much last night
i was thinking about granny
i also had a dream about dom
this isnt the first dream ive had about him ether
i want my friend back, but he has strayed from me
pretending to be someones he's not
and i want my dom back
i know things and people change but dom was a rock to me
and i do miss him
so i was awake thinking of what happened to our friendship
tomorrow think im going into the city with mum
here are this week's nails
theyre loads better
