Today it has been 1 week since Tiffin sadly left us
it feels more like 2 weeks
I am lost without him
and the decision on whether to get another rabbit bates on in my head everyday
i have had several dreams about rabbits this week!
rabbits on the mind!
i got up for school
feeling absoultely dreadful
but i pushed myself to go
It was science day at school
and they were doing experiments with liquids
mainly to do with changes and the class was split into groups
id be taking groups outside to look for bugs
it was cold but i could tell i had a fever so the cold air felt nice
but i was truly nakerd and could not be bothered to be there!
I got home and went to bed for an hour
then went TK MAXX with mum
didnt want to but i knew id be annoyed if i had another wasted afternoon
it was worth me going as it turns out
i got two bras i was pleased with ^^ non wired how i like em ;)
and i got a pair of tights and a pair of joggers
went round pets and home for some guinea food
i saw bunnies for the first time since tiffin died
felt quite detached from it all
i didnt want them they were just rabbits. so i can tell im not ready yet
came home had a brew
sat with the girls and went online looking at hair and make-up tutorials
i want to play dress-up tomorrow if i can :) I want a new profile photo
but im going through a stage of hating looking at myself >< it happens time to time
tomorrow going charity shops with mum
cleaning out pigs
bathing pigs cus they stink!!
and maybe playing dress up
and theres a party in the evening i think mum is dragging me to ><
i want to do a face pack tonight
heres the baby blanket i made i forgot to upload!
