Went to bed at 9:30pm
but had to get up and so didnt go back to bed til 2am
i was in so much pain I felt like crying
it horrendous that I didnt know what to do with myself
I slept on top of my bed in my dressing gown just because it was more padded
but i woke up so many times cold
just cold and achy
awful night
i felt like death this morning but still i got up at 7am
as much as i would have liked to have laid in i couldnt stand being in bed any longer
I cleaned Oz out this morning
then I had a shower and went food shopping with mum
I came home and went to bed
then I went out with mum for a short walk
i could not believe the weather it was 18c!!
I came back and went on my laptop and decided
id make mum a mothers day card as I need to and I wasnt in the mood
for digital art work
so I took my time and got that done ^^
Im pleased with it
I started to get nervous as running club was on the horizon
i dont know why i felt so stupidly nervous!
whats there to be nervous about!?
I did some stretches and got myself ready to go
i saw mum's friends as they passed me to do the walking group
mum misses going but shes just having so much pain with her feet she struggles to walk
its taking ages to repair its self tho must be so frustrating to her
so i said hello to them
and my running group they pointed out the route and who was front runner
I found the front runners easy to keep up with so i ran behind the lead runner
until he turned and said he was gonna run 4miles not 3mile and told me the route for 3mile
so i ran the 3mile route becoming the lead runner as there was only 2 people doing 4 miles
so yeah i ran alone, under a full moon
it was nice but i have to question if theres much point in me attending as they run too slow for me
not to show off or anything but they are just too slow, i dont go to push myself
i didnt come away tired in fact i feel i have energy to dance
so maybe im better off running by myself as and when i want to :/
i came home ate my dinner and went for a shower
its now 8pm and im wondering how my evening will go
not in the mood to focus on anything really
heres a blusher i got in the post this week
its really nice, looks like nail varnish XD
Jack gave me a number to ring today as i havent been paid by school
but apparently i wasnt on the february pay list so i was forgotten about
but everything will be owed to me on friday :)
Jack said he's managed to almost sort his paper work out for his house
and that work have agreed to give him a pay rise so he has decided to stay
im really relieved hes staying and not switching schools!
speaking of school
ive got school tomorrow
just a primary school ive been to quite a few times now
with the little ones but luckily its only til lunch
then freedom!
i will be home alone so im unsure what i will do
might dance or draw i shall see
