I was woken up in the night at 2am by my brother clattering and banging around
honestly
then I woke up at 6:30am and been awake since
went for a walk at 7:15am as I was aching and felt the need to go out
My morning consisted of looking for jobs
I applied to just 2 and i dont expect to hear from them
despite spending 90 mins filling out the forms
its the way job hunting goes in this country for some reason
i was a bit bored and fed up of what to do today
i was struggling to find motivation as i was tired and achy
just how do people veg out in front of a screen? i dont seem to be able to do it
I did watch Nastume Yuujin Chou after lunch whilst cross stitching
Mum came home and we went for a walk
another walk
i didnt do any dancing today as i wasnt feeling it really
compared to yesterday i was really into it
but today im not enjoying anything
even food feels like its lost its taste
not understanding any of this
adam rang but couldnt be arsed to talk to him long
think i was on the phone 2 or 3 minutes
just wasnt in the mood to speak to him
glad i didnt see him today
he was in a mood with me last night cus i didnt see him last night
but i dont chase after people
im a hard ass
i designed nails i want to do for france
rummaged out a korean hair care product as my hair is so dry lately
not sure whats up with it to be honest
just dry and tangles
i havent dyed it in months and that usually conditions it
but i quite like the colour so im gonna use this hair thing on saturday
hoping it revives my hair
i spend a lot of time drawing today get my blood girl finished
well its finished so far but may edit it in the future
got yoga tonight
i hope she doesnt kill us off
might get some japanese done before i go in half hours time
so yeah bit of a dull day really
tomorrow i am seeing mia for the first time in nearly 4 weeks
we never leave it that long!
says i can see her til 11am so that doesnt leave it long til lunch
so god knows how the day will pan out
but will do me good to see her
glad im seeing her before france
heres the picture i should be working on next
