Evening
I couldnt sleep last night, I was in bed for 9pm after doing my nails, which im actually happy with this week~
but my heart kept beating out of rhythm which is has been doing for a good week or so now, but in bed last night it was really bad and i was only laying down! it has been doing it when ive ran around a lot and when i have just finished eating. I am not sure why my heart is doing it but i dont like it but i am sure it will soon pass
I was having very strange dreams/nightmares too about ghosts and it was really quite freaky. To say i dont watch ghost films ether
so i was quite tired this morning when i got up, I couldnt face breakfast my jaw really hurt, even just to eat dry cereal so i had a hot chocolate and a cup of tea and i quite enjoyed that for a change actually.
School was fine, wasnt too busy and i ended up doing a lot of computer work actually
but yeah it was an alright day really
I felt jack was a bit out of sorts today
he missed his tram stop so had to get off at the next stop and walk to school - he simply wasnt paying attention. When I suggested looking at his emails to see if we had heard from the roofing people it took him til the 3rd time of me saying "we should check to see if they have messaged you" almost like he couldnt face it. He was tired from the weekend as he did do a lot over the weekend. and i dont know he just seemed a bit off like he was forcing his smile.
its a big change for him tho moving back home and losing his independence and living how he wants to, but i hope it wont be for long for him.
i got home and sat with Mum with a brew as my Ozwald was too busy outside. He had been helping mum in the garden a lot she said today X3 and had enjoyed his time outside bless him.
I got up and went for an hours walk as it was such a lovely evening then came back and had my dinner then i was looking at housey stuff online. ordered a bunny lamp for our bedroom-to-be and also a rug of a kitty sleeping for infront of the fire in the living room
its little random things i keep finding and liking, it will make the bungalow feel like home in no time
tomorrow
school really, got nothing major on just a few easy practicals
we have our first confirmed positive case of corona virus tho
so only matter of time before more people catch it and the school closes, but we shall see~
im not worried anyway. my brother keeps saying it will be me to bring it into the house, like i would intentionally do that >.>
about it really just hope i sleep tonight!
