Evening
I went to bed crying last night
my dad had just been awful to me all night and then shouted at Oz which was the last straw for me, I cried and put Oz to bed with a treat. It was a combo of him being, well him, me being tired and oversensitive which is why i didnt kick off. Mum could tell - somehow - that i wasnt very happy and came to see me once I had gone to bed. She said dad loves Oz and didnt mean it, but yeah. He's my bunny and I dont like people treating him like that. Very protective of him.
So when I woke this morning my eye lids and surrounding area was puffy like hell and a lilac colour, god I looked even worse than i usually do in the mornings! So i gave my face a good massage in the hopes it would reduce the swelling..didnt really do a lot to be honest!
School was alright, busy as usual, had a fire drill. my god i am sick of fire alarms going off!
i didnt do much in the last hour i was just exhausted and kept feeling dizzy it was 34c in the prep room its just too hot to think
i left half hour early to go get maggots, maggies!
the guy was like "what colour would you like?" - as yes maggots come coloured
i said "the plain vanilla ones please"
he said "eh theyre flavoured now!?" XD he probably thought i was crazy
i boxed em up and brought them home, i got home before my usual finishing time! result!
I did 30mins of dancing, picked the slower ones so i didnt push myself. I wasnt even out of breath which surprised me. I had a shower then I had a look online for a few bits and pieces, had dinner now I am just packing my stuff to take to jack's tomorrow as im staying over at his as i usually do on a wednesday night as it breaks the week up. probably all i will do at his is have a bath! god i need it
then i might do a few stretches i will see
so yeah tomorrow is school then jack's
