Evening
So last night, like every night, I stick to a schedule so I know what time I need to be in the bath/shower so Jack has enough to wash too. Sit down and watch an episode of anime and be in bed for 9pm give or take 10mins. However I did not factor in that Jack was gonna spend half an hour on the toilet. I swear he is just there reading his phone >.>
anyway by time he came out the shower and got dressed and stuff it was 9:05. So I got ready for bed and he was like "dont wanna watch anime?" I said "I get stressed if I am late to bed then I dont sleep, I didnt know you were gonna spend so long on the toilet. Its too late now its already gone 9pm it will be almost 10 by the time were both in bed"
so we went to bed like that. I struggled to get off. I think I fell asleep for half hour, got up for a wee at 10:45pm and then that was it. I was in pain with my back - still - and I ended up getting up for pain killers and I could tell things werent good. So i went to wake Jack up as he always tells me to wake him if I can't sleep so I did but it was such a challenge. He sleeps worryingly deep.
we were up til after midnight. I felt sick with taking over double my pain killers. I ate fruit loaf and we both had a hot chocolate. I still struggled to sleep but because of how much medication I took I did sleep deep...I woke up feeling a bit hungover. Overdoses always makes me feel hungover. I had a bad headache and felt sick.
I still went to school despite just wanting to sleep instead of getting up at 6am to put our stew on T^T
School wasn't too bad but Jack was a bit flat today for some reason. Im guessing hes tired but yeah he said he just felt flat and couldnt be bothered with the day which all isnt like him. I said to him to maybe have a drink after work as hes not had a drink since halloween party so almost 2 weeks ago
I got my day done, practicals worked well and I was able to do some painting
Julia was upset tho this morning, her brother had died in the night she said she hadnt slept a wink as she knew from the nurses it was gonna be that night. Bless her. I was so surprised she came in.
We came home and Jack made me a tea and he had a double whisky.....ok Jack you do what you need to do ^^; wasnt expecting him to have it as we got through the door XD but it did relax him he said
we did dinner and I slept for half hour after dinner. We actually didnt have Oz in after it went dark as I had soon discovered I hadnt locked his side door up today so he has been playing in garage all day = Oz hasnt eaten all day. He can get back into his cage he just chooses not to >.> So I put him home to eat. I got him out after my work out and made Jack sit with him for some bunny therapy now I am with him. So hes only had an hour of our time today and I feel a bit bad. I will have him in longer tomorrow as I have missed him to be honest. But I knew he would be constantly hungry. Hes happy bun anyway
its 8:25pm and Jack is out the shower. So we have time for anime today!
tomorrow is school
I really need to ring for an eye test too ><
