Evening
So last night, I had sleep tea and sleep tablets, I had done a bit of a work out
this was all so I could SLEEP
could I? I was so anxious and worried about sleep
at 11:30 I got up for a bit, but I couldnt help but feel alone with my thoughts so at midnight I woke Jack up which was a hard task, how deep does that guy sleep!? jesus....he was struggling to stay awake and I told him I have already been up and didnt know what to do. I told him to go back to sleep, he was of no use to me >.> So i laid there and laid there
I decided that missing another day of school isnt worth all this and I wasnt gonna go
when I made the decision I wasnt gonna go, I fell asleep! Funny that!
We woke up to the alarm
I felt shattered and like death, I was coughing a lot and couldnt get my breath, amazing how different it is having a sore throat when asthma. Jack looked awful and sounded awful. It is definitely the same bug. He looks how I was at the weekend.
We just both said "can't go!" We have never done this before, both been off sick
Poor Julia!!! is all I could think
Jack rang us both in sick and rang Julia to tell her whats what and not to stress shes only one person and if teachers didnt get what they need so be it. I am keen to know who demanded their lessons in full and who said "its cool leave it" I want the details from Julia
we were back in bed for 6:30am and got up just after 8am and had breakfast
and what a waste of a sodding day
seriously
I do not cope well with resting. Spending the whole day sitting and laying is like sheer torture to me. I did feel like crying a coupe of times as it feels so unfair. Jack went to game playing turn based games by himself but on the whole he just sat round but thats not really anything out the ordinary for Jack
I made biscuits and cut his hair that was like only two productive things I did
I didnt exercise as I hurt from exercising yesterday. I dont mean like "i havent used these muscles in ages" hurt its more "i hurt and ache cus I am poorly and need rest" So I was hard on myself and didnt exercise. Despite my desire too. The fact that I am of course gaining weight as Im eating none stop and doing nothing. Jack says he has a splitting headache and is hungry which is how I was
I know I am getting better its just slow
I did a little bit of digital drawing and ordered a few bits online and yeah just waited for the day to bloody end. We had Oz for 2 hours this evening. Simply because the little critter thought it was a good idea to play in the rain, which I was ok with as he needed a stretch. Its when he then sits in the mud whilst its raining and trying to wash himself.....like go in your cage and dry off!!!
So I brought him in and discovered just how wet and muddy he was -______- Ozwald....
so we towel dried him and brushed him and kept him in to dry. He thought it was great XD as its 2 hours of treats and fuss. Cant help but feel we played into his paws....
Chris txt me this evening to say he was off too, cold also....god so much going around and only week 3 of term. It was so different this time last year as people werent getting colds so much as we were all distant and wearing something called MASKS.....
so tomorrow
we are getting up for school and putting the stew on.
and I have told Julia and mum that we are going to school unless I txt them otherwise
I hope I can go as I do not want another boring dull painful day tomorrow......
But god I hope I sleep. My body is achy and tired but god knows if I will actually be able to sleep.
