Yesterday I went to town with Adam
I picked up a fair few bits so it was worth going
nothing of real importance
I wanted to pick up a mini sketch book (smaller than A5)
and a mechanical pencil but I wasnt having much luck finding them
Adam asked someone in a store as we were directed to an art store
We eventually found some a pack of 3 then a pack of 4 mechanical pencils
he ended up buying them for me //>.<//
I always feel guilty when people buy me stuff
like I havent done anything to earn it
I used to really protest against until Karen told me
"to refuse to take is denying someone the act of giving"
So he brought me those
I now have a sketch book and pencil in each of my bags :3
Later on after id paid for lunch (food seems to be the only I can buy for him!)
we went forbidden planet I was kinda annoyed to find it had been changed around
and it took me ages to find anything >.>
They had a fair bit of pokemon in including ninetails and arcanine plushies!
Me and adam we debating which one we liked best
as much as I love ninetails theres something about arcanine I like better
maybe its the fire bits and the fangs X3
Anyway whilst I was trying to find stuff adam had gone and brought me an arcanine
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Honestly I didnt bring him shopping just so he could spend on me
he told me arcanine is not for my bed but for my desk or cabinet X3
I told him mum would have him for buying me a plush
turns out she didnt
perhaps thats boyfriend privileges as she's banded the rest of my friends from buying me plushies.
It is nice being treated to stuff, or so i tell myself. i just feel bad and straight think "what can i do/get for them in return?" i feel instantly in debt. maybe thats not normal im not sure but its how i feel. adam seems happy to do it tho but on the way home i told him
"i dont ever expect you to buy me stuff, it really is fine. i dont want to feel that you have to buy me stuff to keep me cus im not like that. i love you for you not your wallet"
he said "i know but i like to treat you"
"you dont need to tho, you're my treat in life"
he seems happy to have a girlfriend to treat tho i guess
so i will think of something in return
we came back to his house
were I literally died on his bed
i was shattered
he left me for an hour but i did not sleep
i was so cold almost like my blood wasnt circulating
he came to check up on me i said "i'm cold"
that was all the invitation he needed from looks of it
cus next thing i know he was laying next to me and hugged my body to his as i shivered against him jeez he was warm it was so good and comforting
i knew he was tired as he has been last 2 days and as i laid there i realised he'd dropped off to sleep!! X3 I could not believe it cus i have like never seen the guy sleep so i made sure i watched him a bit
we had dinner with his family i was so tired and cold
i had 3 layers on even tho it was 20c
adam kept feeling my body and telling me i was in fact warm but i felt like ice
after dinner and a few round of dominoes (i won 4 games in a row i might add)
i came home
showered
Oz
Bed
My brother had completed his first 2 shifts at work
and seems to be doing alright actually thank god
he's there again tomorrow
Today I was shattered
I had spent the night in pain tossing and turning
and ether sweating hot or shivering cold
my thermostat has gone a bit of out whack it would seem!
so i was truly tired and by 10am i found myself asleep on my bed in my dressing gown
i hadnt even got dressed or brushed my hair
i woke up at 12pm
i stitched the bunting up and its finished and wrapped
good job too as im seeing karen tomorrow!!!!
he new house X3 it looks easy to get to on google maps
After lunch i went for a 25min up and down hill bike ride
i thought it would get me going but obviously not
i got in the house knackered
it was nice to get out whilst it wasnt raining tho
as it had rained all day
i decided again rounders as i didnt fancy slipping around of wet grass
knowing me id do an injury and ruin my holidays
plus i wasnt even sure if it was still on
since then I have been trying to design a new hoodie
but failing
so i started getting templates together for my new door stop
i wanted big black toy eyes but we were looking at £4+!!!
I could buy a new door stop for that
so I cracked out my clay and forged my own damn it!!
they seem alright im using them anyway :) saved a bit of money
Oz has been lazy
and last night he was a bit moody with me
turns out he hadn't had a single treat so i put that to right :)
might do some drawing tonight as I didnt do any last
far too tired and late
tomorrow just got karen really
and may clean my car
but knowing me i'll sod the car and do the door stop X3
I could see adam but i'll see
Here's some japanese hair dye im gonna try on friday!
Never used it before but the shade looks lovely
