well last night allow me to review
I took the sleeping tablet and went to paint my nails
and lets just say my nails ended up looking like a 5 year old had painted them
I had no idea to tablet would kick in so damn fast!
so I was doing my nails with bleary eyes XD
I went to bed and conked out
I woke up at 12:30am feeling like id had 10 hour sleep
no joke I felt like id had loads of sleep
and it must just be because I had actually had deep sleep for once
so I drifted off and from there I woke up to turn over or get warm
and id fall asleep straight away
i ended up waking up at 10am
mum had cleaned pets out for me ^^
i was seriously out of it this morning tho
every thought process was slow and hard
i went to my car and expected to get in it without any keys....
yeah not a great start to driving is it!
I got to adams and we went up for food
I like ordering things from the deli just to see what the owner's face does XD
so this week I ordered tuna, cucumber, chorizo sausage, tomato sauce
yeah she had to repeat my order and still bewildered XD
it was bloody good and the first thing that had tasted today
as taking those sleeping tablets makes my mouth and air ways taste like im
sucking on 50 tablets at once
afterwards we sat with his parents
then i was aching from sitting so we went upstairs
i went to play okamiden and i couldnt do the stupid boss
seriously its stupid
i hate games
he wanted to play fight and was trying to take my clothes off, naturally i made this difficult and went to stop him XD i love being what i call 'fun police' he hates me being fun police XD
i couldnt put up much of a fight tho i was simply too tired and just collapsed in a heap
we came downstairs so i could paint his mum's nails
shes got cherrys on hers
im redoing mine tonight damn it
then i came home and put girls out and saw Ozwald
i danced a bit and then i havent done much since then
i made myself salad for dinner
sat with maisy who talked to me
im gonna dance tonight and maybe wrap my brother's birthday stuff for weds
tonight i am not taking another sleeping tablet
i do not want to rely upon them
tomorrow i start my new antidepressant
tomorrow not sure what im doing but adam says he wants to see me after lunch
here's me today, i dont look so shattered round my eyes
and even tho i have makeup on here mum said i have more colour in my face today!
