I was in bed for 8:30pm...Jo was tired
and Id had enough of being in my dad's presence if im honest
so I read for an hour and dropped off
only to wake to get comfy again
started my day at 6am
it was nice to see Ozwald this morning
even if he was frisking me for my cereal....
school
jack kept looking at me first thing in the morning but didnt say anything
i was expect a remark of some sort
i asked him for help with a practical i was unsure of
my god i needed the help as i wouldnt have been able to do that myself
watching a liquid turn from purple to red to orange as gas was bubbled through it...
like magic XD id like to think i could do it myself next time
i felt rough all morning tho
took til about midday to start to feel alright-ish
jack said "youre looking better now" i said "why did i look bad this morning?"
he said "you looked like death, not even warmed up death just death. I did wonder if i would have to send you home at some point"
thanks jack -___- but that must have been why he kept looking at me
i told him that my energy was so low its now affecting my circulation
he said "what you doing tonight?"
i said "seeing tara"
he said "what you doing tomorrow night?"
i said "seeing mia"
he said "wednesday night?"
i said "think nothing"
he said "right, you get no choice in the matter you're staying over. unless you're dying"
so he basically said he's booked my wednesday night XD
hes missed me
and damn right
i told him he was playing games a lot
he said "no i said i was playing games unless anything comes up"
i said "well it never came across that way, it was came across like you wanted to play games and that youd rather do that than see me"
he said "not the case, i will make myself clearer in the future"
i think we're both misreading one another and still getting used to being in a relationship and how relationships even work. cus boy do they take work...
i got through my day at school somehow
and the practical worked, thats another one i can get to work that has failed in past years
i got home and a top i ordered came, was only £5.99 including p&p
its cute! and has ice creams on it i used to love as a kid ^^
so im happy with it
i soon got ready and went to meet tara at the pub
i had a hot chocolate with gingerbread syrup in it
my god it tasted and smelt amazing i loved it
and it was great to see tara time went so fast
she gave me my first xmas present
and i handed her the plant i did, she was so happy with it and said it was so thoughtful
i was pleased and when she got back she said james really liked it ^^
so that was a good gift to do
we said the 4 of us will meet in the new year~
i came home and had dinner with mum now doing my diary
might do a bit of dance practice, sit with Oz and go bed~
tomorrow is school
then im going for a walk with mia and walter after school
