Evening
Didnt sleep well
probably the first time since lock down that I have fallen asleep before midnight tho
but i kept waking up like every 40mins for some strange reason
then 1:15am i woke up and just couldnt get back off
I felt sick and achy so I got up
had cereal, sat with heat bags and tens machine playing my switch
went to bed at 3am and it took me a while to get off to sleep again
i slept with my thermal socks on which was making me sweat to death...
this morning i looked and felt like death
my skin had a greyish look to it, i had dark rings under my eyes and my lips had no colour
mum said i was grouchy but it was understandable why i was grouchy
i still wanted to go for a walk with her tho
by the time i had had pain killers, sugar, caffeine and fresh air
i felt alright really
i did 20mins of dancing and 20mins of yoga
then went for a much needed shower
the rest of the afternoon consisted of me thinking about art work i wanted to do
telling myself it would turn out crap
walking away and pouting on my bed
sleeping on my bed
then was outside with my mum and brother til dinner time
i have since started doing a drawing for the final coaster
well should be final coaster
i looked at yesterdays drawing of the emo cat girl and im not sure if i like her or not
she just doesnt seem good enough somehow so i might ditch her and do another one
i shall see
but ive done a rough outline
i might go do some yoga now as my parents are in the garden out the way and my brother is out
so i have space in the living room to stretch!
i hope i sleep tonight
i felt quite down with it all at 3am
tomorrow probably be same old
its the weekend :/
first weekend at home for a while too
hate being home on the weekends
