All most forgot to my mundane life diary ><
Last night I went to visit my granny in hospital
she looked ok i mean she was out of bed but has barely eaten
shes on morphine and doesnt cope well with pain killers
i told her it took me a while to get used to my morphine pain killers
for a while i didnt trust myself to drive and i felt tired and spaced out
so shes a lot like that and rang to today to say shes spaced out
so what looked like she was coming out at the weekend now looks
like she could be in for a while :/ meanwhile were setting up
help for her - home help for when she comes out
but i was glad i made the effort to go see her
Today I woke up and had breakfast outside with the pets
i like mornings when i can sit and do that and read afterwards
its a nice way to start the day
tiffin always comes sits next to my legs whilst i eat :3
I got a dance recorded for tomorrow i was so pleased
i had to finish learning and perfecting it
but when i was recording i put everything i had into it
and got rather sweaty before work ><
I had workat 12:30 i took leftovers from last night for my lunch ^^
work was ok apart from theres a few nasty boys in the class
making it unpleasant for the others
they do my head in they really do
it shocks me that kids younger than 10 have no respect
the day i have children i swear they will be nothing like them
its just appalling
I came home and had dinner like as soon as i walked in
talk about good timing :D
Then i skype Ed, its been a while since we talked hes been busy
with army exams and im too tired to talk late evenings
but we managed to talk
and spur of the moment we booked to go away together on monday
i have time off 3 days mon tues weds
and as of tomorrow hes off for 2 weeks
he barely gets any time away from the army hence why we never meet up
so its kinda like now or christmas time so were gonna go now
we found an inn to stay in, cost me £55 for 2 night which i thought was good
we're going Matlock im familiar with the area
and its about 1 hour drive from me, so far enough but im still "close" to home
im looking forward to it, totally unexpected of course
probably wont go away again this year
i felt bad booking to go away when my mum has got all on with
granny being ill, then im asking her to look after all 5 pets
i felt a bit sick like "have i done the right thing?" "am i being selfish?"
but mum assured me it was ok and i couldnt put my life on hold
as ive been stuck in a house for 2+ years i need to go out
and make the most going away with friends whilst im still able
i guess shes right but i said i can always come home should i have/need to
tomorrow I am at work again same time
the 2 hours drags like mad
i mean today i just ended up drawing next to a girl
such dullness but alwell its £13 i guess
i wore my new jumper today and got many compliments :D
anyway thats all for now~
i drew today at work but i havent done any digital drawings
