Evening~~
I got a few hours of sleep last night
kept waking up to get comfy again >.>
this morning I went for a walk with mum
same old really
it was so much cooler today tho
i got back and went to bed, i was in pain and tired and its what i felt like doing really
when i got up i had my lunch
i wasnt in the mood for a shower but motivated me XD
i did feel better for having a shower
i sat and designed my jacket so i could order my bits and pieces for it
which was my next job on ebay
i spent £17 which is probably £5 more than i usually spend when it
comes to making jackets, but its because im having to buy online instead of shops :/
i should be grateful i can even get stuff
after that i took photos of snorlax
i then put another keyakizaka46 concert on whilst i did some of the snorlax cross stitch
i have half hour left on the concert so i will watch that tomorrow whilst cross stitching
ive done the outline of snorlax and the claws thats it
should be good when its done tho
i told jack i was struggling and that sometimes i cant even open my emails and stuff
he rang me up which was nice
and i felt lighter after i had spoken to him
i told him im a bit crazy half the time and that i feel close to breaking point
even after i confessed that i could feel my voice breaking
i wasnt prepared to talk anymore about it as i would have cried
and i refused to cry
so i talked about something else
tonight might do a bit of dancing
lately i have struggled to learn dances, like its just not happening but i think its my mind set at the moment but i will keep trying
we heard from my brother today
he says hes ready to come home, he went over to his girlfriends family home on tuesday
so hes almost had a week there now
we think he will come home tomorrow or wednesday
place your bets XD
im going over to jack's this weekend :)
tomorrow
probably exercise, snorlax cross stitch and anything else
havent done any digital drawing for a few days now
