As I write this I am eating cake and chilling out ^^
just done my car insurance, over the phone
and didnt have a panic attack! feeling mentally strong today!
even so, cake is well earned
Yesterday evening I went out to dinner as a family for mums birthday
the meal was very nice - i have veg lasagna - it was very quiet there :)
came home and had the cake i made ^^
mum enjoyed her birthday very much
but i was stressed before the meal.
i was at an after school club waiting with a child to be picked up by her mum
she lived a 2 min walk away i lived a 30+min drive away
i needed to get home to get ready to eat with my family
this mum was 20mins late, i was so cross she lived 2mins away
no excuse and if your gonna be that late have the decency to ring
but i chilled out at the meal
I took these photos before i went~
me and Tiffin
me and hazel
Today i had a massage and was at peace with myself
and the massage lady who is our friend said mum had sent her
a text saying how i had made her birthday special for her *0*
this news made me very happy that i had achieved my goal!
work was a bit frustrating but its over with
and im gonna dance tonight as i havent done any dancing since saturday D:
thats all for now
