Man I had a awful nightmare last night
one that paralyzed me then possessed other humans one being
my mum and this thing got her to strangle me. then i woke up
the bed was wet from sweat my heart was really pounding and my mouth
was well dry. god knows why i have such awful dreams
my next dream was i allowed my friend to tattoo me!
This morning the pets were able to go outside which was nice
the wind had died down a lot.
I got drawing and got pretty far, ive been working on ti through out the
day now, and i have got the outline, eyes and base colour done~
cute huh, still gotta name em tho ><
I was able to do a dance this morning, i had a 10 minute
slot to rehearse, get dressed and record!
i did it, dont feel its my best effort but i still enjoyed it ^^
Id like to do some more dancing tonight if i can
I had suffered with my stomach a lot today, mum has said i have
got to go see the doctors now. man >.>
i personally think its my thyroid making too much hormone. so i need
to ring up for a blood test. volunteering my self for a blood test =.=
mum was like "make sure its a time i can take you"
i always need someone to take me as i pass out
i booked tiffin in for his jabs on tuesday ><
I decided to go for a walk, i went by myself
i thought to myself "do the longer walk (45min) you will feel pleased youve done it"
so i did, i got half way when i had to double over my stomach suddenly hurt
and bubbled and made noises. i basically needed to die on a toilet ASAP
so with no phone or communication i was forced to walk home like this
i was dying and thought "grannys house is close i'll go use her toilet it still works!!"
i thought i had saved myself. but getting the key from the code box, i think with
me stressing i wasnt typing in the code correctly = no key to the house ><
so i ended up walking home, as soon as i got through the door i was on that toilet
its getting worse so i know i need to go to the doctors
mum doesnt want me losing weight. i must weigh myself tomorrow
then the rest of day ive spent reading my new book, drawing, pets, 3DS
just a plain old sunday~
tomorrow im gonna stick some glasses on an play secretary, i have quite a few
phonecalls and appointments to make. fun times ahead!
